1 00:00:17,893 --> 00:00:22,438 [birds chirping] 2 00:00:22,439 --> 00:00:30,439 [rousing orchestral music] 3 00:00:40,457 --> 00:00:44,837 ♪ 4 00:00:56,390 --> 00:01:04,390 ♪ 5 00:01:11,822 --> 00:01:17,077 [sparse piano melody] 6 00:01:37,347 --> 00:01:43,270 ♪ 7 00:02:06,210 --> 00:02:14,210 ♪ 8 00:02:34,404 --> 00:02:42,246 ♪ 9 00:03:23,036 --> 00:03:31,003 [melody picks up] 10 00:03:58,030 --> 00:04:05,787 ♪ 11 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:49,540 ♪ 12 00:05:36,962 --> 00:05:43,802 ♪ 13 00:05:49,933 --> 00:05:57,774 [melody slows] 14 00:06:08,243 --> 00:06:16,243 [intriguing music] 15 00:06:28,013 --> 00:06:35,145 ♪ 16 00:06:55,916 --> 00:07:03,340 ♪ 17 00:07:19,731 --> 00:07:23,442 [orchestral music] 18 00:07:23,443 --> 00:07:27,071 [typing] 19 00:07:27,072 --> 00:07:35,072 ♪ 20 00:07:44,882 --> 00:07:46,340 [music continues over headphones] 21 00:07:46,341 --> 00:07:48,218 [chuckling] 22 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:51,513 [music stops] 23 00:07:57,352 --> 00:07:59,813 [giggles] What's this? 24 00:08:05,694 --> 00:08:07,237 [Avary] I want you to lay down. 25 00:08:08,655 --> 00:08:09,698 Mm-hmm. 26 00:08:14,077 --> 00:08:15,120 Mm-hmm. 27 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:22,920 [kissing] 28 00:08:26,173 --> 00:08:27,965 - [Avary] Del... - [Del] Mm-hmm? 29 00:08:27,966 --> 00:08:30,636 - [Avary] Lay down. - Mm-hmm. [laughs] 30 00:08:33,805 --> 00:08:37,558 [Avary breathing heavily] 31 00:08:37,559 --> 00:08:38,602 I will. 32 00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:41,438 Why don't you talk to me? 33 00:08:45,609 --> 00:08:47,486 Someone's watching us. 34 00:08:51,240 --> 00:08:53,158 [Del] Who is it, baby? 35 00:09:00,415 --> 00:09:01,458 Is it Ronnie? 36 00:09:03,836 --> 00:09:04,878 Maeve. 37 00:09:06,797 --> 00:09:08,632 Okay. [chuckles] 38 00:09:10,467 --> 00:09:17,431 [panting, moaning] 39 00:09:17,432 --> 00:09:24,106 ♪ 40 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:30,779 Where is she? 41 00:09:33,615 --> 00:09:36,742 She's watching us from the chair. 42 00:09:36,743 --> 00:09:39,162 Mmm. What's she doing? 43 00:09:41,123 --> 00:09:43,041 Touching herself. 44 00:09:45,544 --> 00:09:48,379 She is so wet. 45 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:49,423 [Del chuckles] 46 00:09:50,424 --> 00:09:53,886 [both moaning] 47 00:09:54,928 --> 00:09:56,722 [indistinct] 48 00:10:04,438 --> 00:10:05,647 What's she wearing? 49 00:10:07,316 --> 00:10:09,233 Comfort casuals. 50 00:10:09,234 --> 00:10:12,905 [Del laughs] Okay. 51 00:10:14,364 --> 00:10:17,075 Mmm. Mmm. 52 00:10:18,368 --> 00:10:20,871 - Is Noah here too? - [Avary sighs] 53 00:10:21,830 --> 00:10:24,082 - [music stops] - Del, will you please lay down? 54 00:10:26,877 --> 00:10:27,920 Okay. 55 00:10:30,422 --> 00:10:31,757 [Avary sighs] 56 00:10:49,733 --> 00:10:56,573 [Avary moaning, panting] 57 00:10:59,243 --> 00:11:00,410 Hey, come... 58 00:11:02,329 --> 00:11:03,622 Take it easy, okay? 59 00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:07,042 [Avary scoffs] You know what? 60 00:11:08,377 --> 00:11:11,462 I agree. You're giving me whiplash. 61 00:11:11,463 --> 00:11:13,714 [tearful] Please get me my robe. 62 00:11:13,715 --> 00:11:17,010 Don't look at me. [sobs] 63 00:11:20,430 --> 00:11:22,932 What's... what's going on here? 64 00:11:22,933 --> 00:11:25,309 [huffs] I need you to get away from me! 65 00:11:25,310 --> 00:11:26,645 [Del] Avary! 66 00:11:28,772 --> 00:11:32,817 Just go watch your porn, or whoever it is you jerk off to. 67 00:11:32,818 --> 00:11:33,943 [slam] 68 00:11:33,944 --> 00:11:34,987 [softly] No... 69 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:42,952 [Avary sobbing] 70 00:11:42,953 --> 00:11:44,495 [sighs] 71 00:11:44,496 --> 00:11:51,043 [women in video moaning] 72 00:11:51,044 --> 00:11:55,214 [woman 1] Mmm, fuck. Oh... 73 00:11:55,215 --> 00:12:00,761 [woman 2] Mmm. Yeah. Oh, you taste so fucking good. 74 00:12:00,762 --> 00:12:05,975 [women in video moaning] 75 00:12:05,976 --> 00:12:09,228 Oh, fuck. 76 00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:12,565 - [both women moaning, panting] - Yeah. 77 00:12:12,566 --> 00:12:15,776 [moaning, panting] 78 00:12:15,777 --> 00:12:18,821 - [woman 1] Oh, yeah. - [both women moaning] 79 00:12:18,822 --> 00:12:21,325 - [distant clattering] - Oh, yeah. 80 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:27,246 Oh, God. Yes, daddy. 81 00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:33,045 [panting] Oh, yeah. Oh, right there! 82 00:12:37,716 --> 00:12:43,387 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 83 00:12:43,388 --> 00:12:49,978 [both women moaning, panting] 84 00:12:54,399 --> 00:12:57,443 - [woman 2] Oh, my God. - [woman 1] Right there. 85 00:12:57,444 --> 00:12:59,654 - [woman 2] Yeah. - [woman 1] Oh, right there. 86 00:12:59,655 --> 00:13:02,407 [moaning, panting] 87 00:13:05,244 --> 00:13:07,328 I'm gonna cum. Oh, yes! 88 00:13:07,329 --> 00:13:13,584 [moaning] Oh, yes. 89 00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:15,838 - [woman 2] Cum for me. - [woman 1] Oh, yeah! 90 00:13:18,257 --> 00:13:19,966 [women moaning] 91 00:13:19,967 --> 00:13:24,220 [woman 1] Fuck! [woman 2] Oh, yes. 92 00:13:24,221 --> 00:13:25,931 Oh, daddy. 93 00:13:26,557 --> 00:13:27,558 Tom! 94 00:13:31,687 --> 00:13:35,023 I, uh... I thought you were making pancakes. 95 00:13:39,486 --> 00:13:40,945 - Tom? - What? 96 00:13:40,946 --> 00:13:43,073 I... I... 97 00:13:44,199 --> 00:13:46,200 Why didn't you call me? 98 00:13:46,201 --> 00:13:48,871 Ronnie, I just walked in on you masturbating like a teenager. 99 00:13:50,289 --> 00:13:51,622 I... I'm sorry. 100 00:13:51,623 --> 00:13:53,625 [Tom] Jesus, Ronnie! 101 00:13:54,626 --> 00:13:56,170 You're sorry? 102 00:13:57,337 --> 00:13:58,380 Yes. 103 00:14:06,555 --> 00:14:13,686 ["Jaded" by Faith Richards playing] 104 00:14:13,687 --> 00:14:17,982 ♪ Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm-hmm ♪ 105 00:14:17,983 --> 00:14:21,987 ♪ Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm ♪ 106 00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:27,867 ♪ Good with your words ♪ 107 00:14:27,868 --> 00:14:31,787 ♪ Know just what to say to make me fall for you ♪ 108 00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:34,166 ♪ Say you put me first ♪ 109 00:14:35,751 --> 00:14:37,543 ♪ Heart's been beating fast ♪ 110 00:14:37,544 --> 00:14:39,712 ♪ 'Cause I know what I should do ♪ 111 00:14:39,713 --> 00:14:41,965 ♪ And it isn't be with you ♪ 112 00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:46,344 ♪ No, it isn't be with you ♪ 113 00:14:46,345 --> 00:14:53,184 ♪ Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm ♪ 114 00:14:53,185 --> 00:14:57,438 ♪ Not gonna let you steal this moment, oh ♪ 115 00:14:57,439 --> 00:15:01,484 ♪ So don't ask me what I mean, oh ♪ 116 00:15:01,485 --> 00:15:05,363 ♪ Crossfaded, tryin' to own it, oh ♪ 117 00:15:05,364 --> 00:15:07,783 ♪ You're not coming home with me ♪ 118 00:15:09,159 --> 00:15:11,870 ♪ I know I'm pretty when I'm naked ♪ 119 00:15:13,330 --> 00:15:15,958 ♪ You'll be lucky just to taste it ♪ 120 00:15:17,626 --> 00:15:21,254 ♪ Nice try with all that fake shit ♪ 121 00:15:21,255 --> 00:15:24,216 ♪ But now I'm feeling pretty jaded ♪ 122 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:29,888 ♪ Out there doing flips ♪ 123 00:15:31,306 --> 00:15:33,432 ♪ But you couldn't stick the landing ♪ 124 00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:35,434 ♪ Now the scores are in ♪ 125 00:15:35,435 --> 00:15:37,729 ♪ I'ma take another hit ♪ 126 00:15:39,189 --> 00:15:43,484 ♪ I see I'm better by myself, go ahead and try again ♪ 127 00:15:43,485 --> 00:15:45,612 ♪ But you missed your perfect ten ♪ 128 00:15:47,406 --> 00:15:49,323 ♪ Yeah, I'm that perfect ten ♪ 129 00:15:49,324 --> 00:15:53,411 ♪ Not gonna let you steal this moment, oh ♪ 130 00:15:53,412 --> 00:15:57,415 ♪ So don't ask me what I mean, oh ♪ 131 00:15:57,416 --> 00:16:01,210 ♪ Crossfaded, tryin' to own it, oh ♪ 132 00:16:01,211 --> 00:16:03,839 ♪ You're not coming home with me ♪ 133 00:16:05,215 --> 00:16:07,926 ♪ I know I'm pretty when I'm naked ♪ 134 00:16:09,303 --> 00:16:12,346 ♪ You'd be lucky just to taste it ♪ 135 00:16:12,347 --> 00:16:17,018 ♪ Nice try with all that fake shit ♪ 136 00:16:17,019 --> 00:16:21,272 ♪ But now I'm feeling pretty jaded ♪ 137 00:16:21,273 --> 00:16:23,399 ♪ I know I'm pretty when I'm naked ♪ 138 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:24,443 [Tom] Ronnie. 139 00:16:25,694 --> 00:16:26,737 Ronnie. 140 00:16:27,738 --> 00:16:29,155 Ron. 141 00:16:29,156 --> 00:16:30,199 Ronnie. 142 00:16:30,949 --> 00:16:31,992 Ronnie! 143 00:16:32,743 --> 00:16:34,660 [Ronnie] What... what are you doing? 144 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:36,621 Where are you right now? 145 00:16:36,622 --> 00:16:39,374 [scoffs] I'm right here. 146 00:16:43,795 --> 00:16:51,795 [Tom snoring] 147 00:17:12,783 --> 00:17:14,076 [Tom] Happy birthday. 148 00:17:15,118 --> 00:17:16,452 Perv. 149 00:17:16,453 --> 00:17:18,247 [both chuckle] 150 00:17:20,916 --> 00:17:27,713 [soft piano music] 151 00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:35,714 [clock ticking] 152 00:17:47,609 --> 00:17:54,448 ♪ 153 00:17:54,449 --> 00:17:55,908 [Macy] Mom! 154 00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:58,245 Can I sleep over at Casey's tonight? 155 00:18:00,247 --> 00:18:01,290 Mom? 156 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:04,168 Mom! 157 00:18:09,965 --> 00:18:12,217 [doorbell chimes] 158 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:27,773 [Elliana] Noah. 159 00:18:27,774 --> 00:18:29,609 Hey, birthday girl. 160 00:18:29,610 --> 00:18:33,488 [chuckles] Come in. I'm just helping the caterers. 161 00:18:46,752 --> 00:18:48,461 Where do you want these? 162 00:18:48,462 --> 00:18:50,422 Out back in the coolers, please. 163 00:18:53,842 --> 00:18:54,885 Noah? 164 00:18:57,054 --> 00:18:58,096 Thank you. 165 00:19:04,269 --> 00:19:05,354 [Noah] You okay? 166 00:19:06,647 --> 00:19:07,689 Yeah. 167 00:19:09,942 --> 00:19:11,734 Oops. Uh, I'll get that. 168 00:19:11,735 --> 00:19:13,111 Oh, I got it. 169 00:19:30,963 --> 00:19:32,505 Ow! 170 00:19:32,506 --> 00:19:34,507 Oh, that's enough, Macy. 171 00:19:34,508 --> 00:19:35,967 You wanna look like one of those girls 172 00:19:35,968 --> 00:19:37,385 that takes the bus to school? 173 00:19:37,386 --> 00:19:38,511 No. 174 00:19:38,512 --> 00:19:40,055 Then suck it up. 175 00:19:43,809 --> 00:19:44,852 Just need half an hour. 176 00:19:48,105 --> 00:19:50,314 How are my MandMs? 177 00:19:50,315 --> 00:19:51,900 Ugh, you're all sweaty. 178 00:19:52,860 --> 00:19:54,194 Sorry. 179 00:19:56,655 --> 00:19:58,155 You look pretty. 180 00:19:58,156 --> 00:20:00,242 Did they have to make the ice? 181 00:20:01,118 --> 00:20:02,452 You're hilarious, Maeve. 182 00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:04,829 You know, helping her was your idea. 183 00:20:04,830 --> 00:20:06,081 I mean, I'm happy to do it. 184 00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:09,001 Noah, hamper! Please. 185 00:20:09,793 --> 00:20:12,420 - [Macy] I'm going to be late. - [Maeve] Join the club. 186 00:20:12,421 --> 00:20:14,631 I've been chopping enough firewood to last a lifetime. 187 00:20:15,549 --> 00:20:17,550 For the last 25 years, 188 00:20:17,551 --> 00:20:20,387 I watched David make sure she never had to lift a finger. 189 00:20:22,014 --> 00:20:25,225 With him dead, I think it's the least we can do. 190 00:20:27,311 --> 00:20:31,147 Okay, Maeve. That's great. Thanks. 191 00:20:31,148 --> 00:20:33,483 [door opens, closes] 192 00:20:34,484 --> 00:20:37,195 [shower running] 193 00:20:37,196 --> 00:20:38,946 [distant clattering] 194 00:20:38,947 --> 00:20:40,448 [Noah grunts] 195 00:20:40,449 --> 00:20:41,782 What's his problem? 196 00:20:41,783 --> 00:20:44,328 [sighs] I can't imagine. 197 00:20:48,373 --> 00:20:55,380 [jazz music playing] 198 00:20:59,426 --> 00:21:02,303 [overlapping chatter] 199 00:21:02,304 --> 00:21:04,765 [Elliana] Hey! Thank you so much. 200 00:21:06,600 --> 00:21:10,269 - Elliana! Happy birthday. - Thank you so much. 201 00:21:10,270 --> 00:21:11,938 - Sorry about the fence. - Oh, no! 202 00:21:11,939 --> 00:21:13,815 The landscaper talked David into ivy. 203 00:21:16,902 --> 00:21:19,780 Apparently that takes years to fill in. 204 00:21:20,822 --> 00:21:23,741 - Hello! - Thank you so much for coming. 205 00:21:23,742 --> 00:21:27,245 [pensive music] 206 00:21:27,246 --> 00:21:30,248 [overlapping chatter] 207 00:21:30,249 --> 00:21:32,542 Hello. Thank you so much. 208 00:21:32,543 --> 00:21:35,044 Good! You're back in town now! 209 00:21:35,045 --> 00:21:36,921 - Yeah! - Yeah? How was your trip? 210 00:21:36,922 --> 00:21:38,589 Oh, it was wonderful. It was beautiful. 211 00:21:38,590 --> 00:21:40,342 [laughs] I bet it was. 212 00:21:43,011 --> 00:21:44,512 - Elliana! - [laughs] 213 00:21:44,513 --> 00:21:46,806 Oh, my goodness. Your home is beautiful. 214 00:21:46,807 --> 00:21:48,266 What an amazing party. 215 00:21:48,267 --> 00:21:49,684 I would not have missed it for the world. 216 00:21:49,685 --> 00:21:53,938 ♪ 217 00:21:53,939 --> 00:21:55,439 - Hello! - So happy to be here. 218 00:21:55,440 --> 00:21:56,858 Go ahead and make yourself at home. 219 00:21:56,859 --> 00:21:58,401 Where's the wine? 220 00:21:58,402 --> 00:22:00,486 - And Ben. Do you remember Ben? - I do. 221 00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:03,574 I can't imagine living in a house this big all by myself. 222 00:22:05,450 --> 00:22:09,161 Yes. Well, that wasn't the intention. 223 00:22:09,162 --> 00:22:12,540 ♪ 224 00:22:12,541 --> 00:22:13,834 Invite me over anytime. 225 00:22:16,211 --> 00:22:18,338 - Elliana! - Hello! 226 00:22:19,590 --> 00:22:22,049 - Look at you. - Oh, my God. 227 00:22:22,050 --> 00:22:26,387 [overlapping chatter] 228 00:22:26,388 --> 00:22:32,019 ♪ 229 00:22:36,773 --> 00:22:38,483 [doorbell chimes] 230 00:22:40,527 --> 00:22:42,028 [indistinct chattering] 231 00:22:42,029 --> 00:22:44,572 - You're here! - [all laughing] 232 00:22:44,573 --> 00:22:46,240 Aw! Happy birthday. 233 00:22:46,241 --> 00:22:47,284 Mwah! 234 00:22:48,660 --> 00:22:50,953 Oh, my God! Look at you! 235 00:22:50,954 --> 00:22:53,164 - Hot, right? - Beautiful! 236 00:22:53,165 --> 00:22:55,584 - Oh, my God, stop! - [laughing] 237 00:23:00,214 --> 00:23:02,715 Look at your house! 238 00:23:02,716 --> 00:23:04,091 Thank you. 239 00:23:04,092 --> 00:23:05,135 Cheers. 240 00:23:07,304 --> 00:23:09,514 [laughs] 241 00:23:09,515 --> 00:23:11,474 I said no birthday gifts. 242 00:23:11,475 --> 00:23:13,101 They're housewarming presents. 243 00:23:13,894 --> 00:23:15,436 What is it? 244 00:23:15,437 --> 00:23:16,980 This was all Avary. 245 00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:21,276 All I'm going to say is that it's in the key of E. 246 00:23:22,528 --> 00:23:24,279 Because your name. 247 00:23:27,074 --> 00:23:29,368 I love you so much. 248 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:34,373 - Whoa! Nice. - Oh, fuck me. [chuckles] 249 00:23:35,624 --> 00:23:38,084 Mmm. I bet she got a birthday present. 250 00:23:38,085 --> 00:23:40,796 You told me not to get you anything! 251 00:23:41,547 --> 00:23:43,714 Oh, God. This outfit was a choice. 252 00:23:43,715 --> 00:23:45,842 You're hot. 253 00:23:45,843 --> 00:23:47,928 I've had this T-shirt since college. 254 00:23:48,804 --> 00:23:50,471 Ew. No, wait. 255 00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:51,848 High school. 256 00:23:51,849 --> 00:23:54,267 [groans] 257 00:23:54,268 --> 00:23:57,395 Why are we here? Why are we even doing this? 258 00:23:57,396 --> 00:23:59,397 Because Del and Avary invited us, 259 00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:01,482 and you're always saying how you wanna be closer with them. 260 00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:02,817 It's not even their party. 261 00:24:02,818 --> 00:24:04,485 Elliana Harper does not want 262 00:24:04,486 --> 00:24:06,905 people like us at her 50th birthday party. 263 00:24:08,907 --> 00:24:11,994 Ronnie, I don't give a shit. What do you wanna do? 264 00:24:18,876 --> 00:24:21,086 You told me not to get you anything! 265 00:24:29,553 --> 00:24:32,598 [Ronnie] They're here. Why isn't she texting me back? 266 00:24:38,353 --> 00:24:40,021 We should park up the road. 267 00:24:40,022 --> 00:24:41,607 [Tom] We're parking right here. 268 00:24:47,279 --> 00:24:49,822 [Ronnie scoffs] Tom. You're all wrinkled. 269 00:24:49,823 --> 00:24:51,116 [Tom] It's flannel. 270 00:24:55,913 --> 00:24:57,206 - [engine stops] - [car door opens] 271 00:25:01,251 --> 00:25:02,294 [car door closes] 272 00:25:10,093 --> 00:25:11,970 [Ronnie] No. No. 273 00:25:13,805 --> 00:25:15,681 I've fallen and I can't get up. 274 00:25:15,682 --> 00:25:17,892 - Can we get a doctor over here? - No! Tom! 275 00:25:17,893 --> 00:25:19,393 - Stop it. - [laughs] Come on. 276 00:25:19,394 --> 00:25:21,021 They're probably all doctors. 277 00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:32,865 [Tom] Worst case scenario, she probably has good booze. 278 00:25:32,866 --> 00:25:36,620 - [Ronnie scoffs] Oh, my God. - [doorbell chimes] 279 00:25:41,834 --> 00:25:43,085 Hi. 280 00:25:44,127 --> 00:25:46,045 Tom and Ronnie Wallace. 281 00:25:46,046 --> 00:25:47,630 - Oh. - Uh... 282 00:25:47,631 --> 00:25:50,591 - We met... - Del... Del and Avary invited us. 283 00:25:50,592 --> 00:25:52,803 Oh. [chuckles] 284 00:25:54,471 --> 00:25:55,972 Did they not tell you? 285 00:25:55,973 --> 00:25:58,933 No. [stammers] No, they did. Yes. 286 00:25:58,934 --> 00:26:01,978 [laughs] Tom and Ronnie. Yes. Come in, come in. 287 00:26:01,979 --> 00:26:03,146 [Ronnie] Oh, okay. 288 00:26:05,023 --> 00:26:06,984 [Tom] Wow! 289 00:26:10,779 --> 00:26:12,697 - [woman] That's fascinating. - Yeah, it's something 290 00:26:12,698 --> 00:26:14,824 I've been work shopping for a new course next semester. 291 00:26:14,825 --> 00:26:16,576 - [woman] Mm-hmm. - Avary's been a huge help 292 00:26:16,577 --> 00:26:18,745 in that department. Haven't you? 293 00:26:19,705 --> 00:26:20,914 I agree. 294 00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:26,878 [Del] Anyway, so it's, um, focusing on, uh, feminism 295 00:26:26,879 --> 00:26:30,756 and queer theory and the kind of combination of those two things. 296 00:26:30,757 --> 00:26:32,341 Um, yeah, and how that affects... 297 00:26:32,342 --> 00:26:34,302 [Avary] Oh, my God! Ronnie's here. 298 00:26:34,303 --> 00:26:36,387 Why didn't she text you? 299 00:26:36,388 --> 00:26:37,806 Excuse us. 300 00:26:39,057 --> 00:26:41,726 - Wow! Thank you. - You look... 301 00:26:41,727 --> 00:26:43,604 - Hi. - [Del] Hi. Wow. 302 00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:47,899 - You look incredible. - Oh, my gosh. Thank you. 303 00:26:47,900 --> 00:26:49,609 - So kind. - Oh, wow. 304 00:26:49,610 --> 00:26:51,277 - You look beautiful. What? - You smell great. 305 00:26:51,278 --> 00:26:52,945 - Oh! Thank you. - What are you wearing? 306 00:26:52,946 --> 00:26:54,906 Oh, I don't... I don't know. I... 307 00:26:54,907 --> 00:26:57,909 - What, you don't know? [laughs] - No, I... Maybe it's my hair. 308 00:26:57,910 --> 00:26:59,702 - I don't know. - Sure. 309 00:26:59,703 --> 00:27:01,621 - You look amazing. - [Del] Oh, thank you so much. 310 00:27:01,622 --> 00:27:02,664 [Ronnie exhales] 311 00:27:07,503 --> 00:27:09,629 [chuckling] 312 00:27:09,630 --> 00:27:13,257 Uh... oh. [giggles] 313 00:27:13,258 --> 00:27:15,676 All right, let's get you guys something to drink. 314 00:27:15,677 --> 00:27:17,721 - Oh. - I'll introduce you around. 315 00:27:20,098 --> 00:27:21,641 [Tom] Oh, is that ham? 316 00:27:21,642 --> 00:27:23,852 [Del] Oh, yes. Yes, we have ham. 317 00:27:33,862 --> 00:27:35,530 You know I'm always uncomfortable. 318 00:27:35,531 --> 00:27:37,281 This thing is... I don't know what to talk about. 319 00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:39,283 You're doing great! Oh, you're doing so good. 320 00:27:39,284 --> 00:27:42,246 You have so many smart things to say. Hmm? 321 00:27:43,205 --> 00:27:45,498 [Tom] She let me copy off her math class all the time. 322 00:27:45,499 --> 00:27:48,751 - I would not have passed. - Uh, this is my boyfriend Tom. 323 00:27:48,752 --> 00:27:50,336 I'm her husband. 324 00:27:50,337 --> 00:27:52,797 Oh, God. Sorry, honey. What did I say? 325 00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:54,632 It's okay, sweetheart. We've been friends 326 00:27:54,633 --> 00:27:57,260 since kindergarten, but only married a few months. 327 00:27:57,261 --> 00:27:59,303 It's new. You know, fun fact, 328 00:27:59,304 --> 00:28:01,223 my first memory of her was eating paste. 329 00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:06,853 Could I talk to you real quick? 330 00:28:06,854 --> 00:28:08,688 You okay? You need something? 331 00:28:08,689 --> 00:28:10,815 Yeah. I, um... I... 332 00:28:10,816 --> 00:28:13,234 [sighs] No. It... 333 00:28:13,235 --> 00:28:14,735 - What is it? - It's fine. 334 00:28:14,736 --> 00:28:16,571 Can I show you the house? 335 00:28:16,572 --> 00:28:18,115 Please, yeah! 336 00:28:19,741 --> 00:28:21,785 - You coming? - I'll catch up. 337 00:28:23,787 --> 00:28:27,123 [indistinct chattering] 338 00:28:27,124 --> 00:28:31,335 [Tom] Thank you! You know, she's all class, I'm all sass. 339 00:28:31,336 --> 00:28:35,381 We make it work, you know. Like... 340 00:28:35,382 --> 00:28:37,049 she's a free spirit. 341 00:28:37,050 --> 00:28:40,845 - Hello. How are you? - I'm doing good. 342 00:28:40,846 --> 00:28:42,597 - How... how are you? - Good. 343 00:28:42,598 --> 00:28:44,015 [whispering] Can I... can I tell you something? 344 00:28:44,016 --> 00:28:45,641 Yeah. 345 00:28:45,642 --> 00:28:47,810 [whispering] I wanted to tell you something. 346 00:28:47,811 --> 00:28:49,479 You are insanely hot. 347 00:28:53,692 --> 00:28:56,403 [Avary laughs] 348 00:28:57,529 --> 00:28:58,654 Maeve, enough! 349 00:28:58,655 --> 00:28:59,740 Yes, Noah. Enough. 350 00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:03,493 [gasps] Happy birthday, bestie! 351 00:29:04,161 --> 00:29:05,829 Wanna guess why we're so late? 352 00:29:06,747 --> 00:29:08,331 - [laughs] Hi. - Hi. 353 00:29:08,332 --> 00:29:09,708 Hey, Noah. Give her the present. 354 00:29:10,667 --> 00:29:12,835 Oh. [laughs] 355 00:29:12,836 --> 00:29:14,505 Hey. 356 00:29:14,755 --> 00:29:16,839 [Maeve] It's one of those back massagers I told you about. 357 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:18,633 - You'll love it. - [Elliana laughs] 358 00:29:18,634 --> 00:29:20,426 Del Watson, 359 00:29:20,427 --> 00:29:22,637 - you look incredible. - Thank you. 360 00:29:22,638 --> 00:29:24,138 You've lost weight, haven't you? 361 00:29:24,139 --> 00:29:25,640 [laughs] I don't know. 362 00:29:25,641 --> 00:29:27,517 And I saw your announcement, 363 00:29:27,518 --> 00:29:29,644 Dean of the Philosophy Department. 364 00:29:29,645 --> 00:29:32,563 Excuse me? Congratulations. 365 00:29:32,564 --> 00:29:35,399 And where is your gorgeous wife? 366 00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:37,026 She's not missing this 367 00:29:37,027 --> 00:29:38,236 with another one of those headaches, is she? 368 00:29:38,237 --> 00:29:39,862 You know, personally, I know 369 00:29:39,863 --> 00:29:41,583 my migraines are terrible this time of year. 370 00:29:41,657 --> 00:29:43,741 I think it's a dew point if I'm being totally honest. 371 00:29:43,742 --> 00:29:44,951 No. She's... she's here somewhere. 372 00:29:44,952 --> 00:29:46,577 - I think... - Oh, okay. 373 00:29:46,578 --> 00:29:48,246 Maeve, I was just showing Del the house. 374 00:29:48,247 --> 00:29:49,789 Oh, well don't let me stop you. 375 00:29:49,790 --> 00:29:51,707 I mean, can you even take it? 376 00:29:51,708 --> 00:29:53,793 [chuckles] And in less than a year. 377 00:29:53,794 --> 00:29:55,920 You know, our contractor took twice as long 378 00:29:55,921 --> 00:29:57,255 and did it half as good. 379 00:29:57,256 --> 00:29:58,965 He's really an asshole. 380 00:29:58,966 --> 00:30:00,566 Don't know how his wife puts up with him. 381 00:30:01,260 --> 00:30:04,053 Did you see? She's running for school board. 382 00:30:04,054 --> 00:30:06,013 [scoffs] Good luck. 383 00:30:06,014 --> 00:30:08,808 [laughs] Maeve, I've got you that Spanish wine you like. 384 00:30:08,809 --> 00:30:10,393 It's in the fridge in the butler's kitchen. 385 00:30:10,394 --> 00:30:12,396 Two bottles. Okay. [laughs] 386 00:30:21,655 --> 00:30:23,656 Sweetheart, would you text me that name? 387 00:30:23,657 --> 00:30:26,367 - I don't wanna forget that. - I'm doing it right now. 388 00:30:26,368 --> 00:30:27,828 - It sounds great. - Mm-hmm. 389 00:30:30,581 --> 00:30:31,981 Honey, would you like another glass? 390 00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:33,375 I would, yes. 391 00:30:34,042 --> 00:30:35,251 Thank you. 392 00:30:35,252 --> 00:30:36,492 [woman] Yeah, I'm good. Thanks. 393 00:30:39,464 --> 00:30:41,048 He tries, you know. 394 00:30:41,049 --> 00:30:42,926 [Maeve and woman laugh] 395 00:30:55,272 --> 00:30:56,440 I am happy for you, El. 396 00:30:57,316 --> 00:30:58,525 To finally be moved in. 397 00:31:04,531 --> 00:31:07,242 I must be crazy throwing a party without any furniture. 398 00:31:09,244 --> 00:31:10,494 You have furniture. 399 00:31:10,495 --> 00:31:13,332 [somber classical music plays] 400 00:31:14,291 --> 00:31:15,626 Do you remember when we first met? 401 00:31:17,294 --> 00:31:19,254 It was right after David passed. 402 00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:25,761 You barely knew me, but you... 403 00:31:27,012 --> 00:31:29,097 you were there for me in a way... 404 00:31:40,359 --> 00:31:43,153 I am forever grateful for you. 405 00:31:51,537 --> 00:31:53,079 Hey, babe. 406 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,520 I hope I'm not interrupting anything. 407 00:31:54,706 --> 00:31:56,208 - Of course not. - It's impossible. 408 00:31:56,875 --> 00:31:59,044 [Avary] Well, a lot of your guests are leaving. 409 00:32:00,629 --> 00:32:01,672 I... I thought... 410 00:32:03,340 --> 00:32:04,383 Thank you. 411 00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,808 [owl hooting] 412 00:32:13,809 --> 00:32:15,184 [woman] Thank you so much. Happy birthday, babe. 413 00:32:15,185 --> 00:32:17,020 Thank you. Good night. 414 00:32:19,231 --> 00:32:21,817 [pensive music plays] 415 00:33:23,879 --> 00:33:26,381 [indistinct chatter from outside] 416 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:38,809 [rain pattering] 417 00:33:38,810 --> 00:33:41,563 [owl hooting] 418 00:33:47,486 --> 00:33:48,861 - Dare. - Ah! 419 00:33:48,862 --> 00:33:51,448 [Del laughs] 420 00:33:53,867 --> 00:33:55,159 [Elliana] Sorry. 421 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:56,911 - Here you go. - Ooh. 422 00:33:56,912 --> 00:33:59,164 - Thank you so much. - [Elliana] You're welcome. 423 00:34:00,249 --> 00:34:01,416 Let's see. 424 00:34:02,042 --> 00:34:04,335 I'll just put it here. 425 00:34:04,336 --> 00:34:05,670 Tom, come on. 426 00:34:05,671 --> 00:34:07,463 - I'm thinking. - Oh, my God. 427 00:34:07,464 --> 00:34:11,092 Literally no one is good at this game except for me. 428 00:34:11,093 --> 00:34:12,427 Maeve! 429 00:34:12,928 --> 00:34:15,180 Put all that shit down. And come join us. 430 00:34:17,224 --> 00:34:18,267 All right. 431 00:34:20,269 --> 00:34:21,687 Come on, sit near me. 432 00:34:22,312 --> 00:34:23,522 [Maeve chuckles] 433 00:34:27,901 --> 00:34:30,444 You know, I didn't even get to talk to you tonight. 434 00:34:30,445 --> 00:34:31,738 We're talking now. 435 00:34:33,323 --> 00:34:34,575 [Ronnie] Seriously, Tom? 436 00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:38,245 Oh, my God. 437 00:34:39,121 --> 00:34:41,372 Is Macy okay sleeping over at Casey's? 438 00:34:41,373 --> 00:34:42,791 [sighs] Maeve, you gotta stop. 439 00:34:43,292 --> 00:34:44,960 Casey knows how to use her body. 440 00:34:45,460 --> 00:34:48,088 Our daughter's at her first co-ed party tonight. 441 00:34:48,672 --> 00:34:49,882 Maeve is panicked. 442 00:34:50,382 --> 00:34:51,675 I'm not panicked. 443 00:34:52,634 --> 00:34:54,010 [Avary] Well, you should be. 444 00:34:54,011 --> 00:34:56,262 Being a teenager is really hard. 445 00:34:56,263 --> 00:34:59,682 Suddenly your braces are off and there's a dick in your mouth 446 00:34:59,683 --> 00:35:01,976 and you're just like, "How did I get here?" 447 00:35:01,977 --> 00:35:03,686 [Tom] Okay, Del, 448 00:35:03,687 --> 00:35:06,814 I dare you to ask someone a question 449 00:35:06,815 --> 00:35:10,027 you've always wanted to, but never have. 450 00:35:10,777 --> 00:35:12,362 You clean up great, by the way. 451 00:35:13,322 --> 00:35:14,865 Amazing. 452 00:35:17,409 --> 00:35:18,452 Thanks. 453 00:35:20,746 --> 00:35:22,664 [clears throat] Noah... 454 00:35:25,834 --> 00:35:27,210 what won't your wife give you in bed 455 00:35:27,211 --> 00:35:28,295 that you wish she would? 456 00:35:30,797 --> 00:35:32,049 Um... 457 00:35:32,674 --> 00:35:33,967 - Del. - What? 458 00:35:34,801 --> 00:35:36,386 [Noah] Um... 459 00:35:37,429 --> 00:35:38,472 Nothing. 460 00:35:41,350 --> 00:35:42,851 My wife gives me everything I need. 461 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:45,019 Anything I want. 462 00:35:45,020 --> 00:35:46,063 Oh, my God. 463 00:35:47,022 --> 00:35:48,814 Okay, let me, uh, rephrase. 464 00:35:48,815 --> 00:35:50,526 No, please don't. 465 00:35:51,485 --> 00:35:53,695 What do you want in bed that you won't ask for? 466 00:35:55,239 --> 00:35:57,241 I already answered. Next. 467 00:35:57,741 --> 00:36:00,327 Okay, uh, anybody want anything? 468 00:36:01,328 --> 00:36:02,788 - Yes. - I'll help you. 469 00:36:03,956 --> 00:36:05,706 - Okay. - Boring. 470 00:36:05,707 --> 00:36:07,084 [laughs] Yeah. 471 00:36:12,256 --> 00:36:16,050 ["Eliantte" by Drewmat, HUSH! and Ollie Joseph plays] 472 00:36:16,051 --> 00:36:18,929 ♪ Drip Eliantte, pullin' up feeling like Harry Belafonte ♪ 473 00:36:19,805 --> 00:36:21,515 ♪ Look at my racks ♪ 474 00:36:21,765 --> 00:36:23,307 ♪ Feel like Serena 'way hit from the back ♪ 475 00:36:23,308 --> 00:36:25,017 ♪ Swing! ♪ 476 00:36:25,018 --> 00:36:26,727 ♪ Pull up like gym, waves on swim ♪ 477 00:36:26,728 --> 00:36:28,605 ♪ And I rock Timbs with the tags ♪ 478 00:36:28,856 --> 00:36:31,176 ♪ Butterfly doors on the Tesla, I don't spend shit on gas ♪ 479 00:36:35,153 --> 00:36:36,613 What do I usually look like? 480 00:36:37,573 --> 00:36:38,740 Big bag of shit? 481 00:36:40,325 --> 00:36:41,743 What? 482 00:36:42,244 --> 00:36:45,205 Well, everybody keeps telling me how good I look all night. 483 00:36:46,123 --> 00:36:47,165 [laughs] I mean... 484 00:36:48,542 --> 00:36:50,043 have you seen yourself? 485 00:36:50,794 --> 00:36:52,128 Phew! [laughs] 486 00:36:52,129 --> 00:36:54,088 - Oh, my God. - [both laugh] 487 00:36:54,089 --> 00:36:55,174 You are in a mood. 488 00:36:58,635 --> 00:36:59,887 I said what I said. 489 00:37:01,263 --> 00:37:03,765 ♪ Drip Eliantte, pullin' up feeling like Harry Belafonte ♪ ♪ 490 00:37:04,141 --> 00:37:05,851 ♪ Look at my racks ♪ 491 00:37:06,101 --> 00:37:07,560 ♪ Feel like Serena 'way hit from the back ♪ 492 00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:09,270 ♪ Swing! ♪ 493 00:37:09,271 --> 00:37:10,980 ♪ Pull up like gym, waves on swim ♪ 494 00:37:10,981 --> 00:37:12,148 ♪ And I rock Timbs with the tags ♪ 495 00:37:12,149 --> 00:37:14,275 You're too young for that. 496 00:37:14,276 --> 00:37:16,152 ♪ Butterfly doors on the Tesla, I don't spend shit on gas ♪ 497 00:37:16,153 --> 00:37:18,154 ♪ Uh-huh, if I like how the back look ♪ 498 00:37:18,155 --> 00:37:19,197 ♪ I'mma eat it up even if she a bad cook... ♪ 499 00:37:19,198 --> 00:37:20,990 What about for you? 500 00:37:20,991 --> 00:37:22,783 ♪ That she got stored on her MacBook ♪ 501 00:37:22,784 --> 00:37:24,453 ♪ Kaboom'd in her mouth, Bazooka Joe ♪ 502 00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,537 ♪ Her daddy is mad, he's a boomer though ♪ 503 00:37:26,538 --> 00:37:28,331 ♪ I'm in my element, Bam Margera ♪ 504 00:37:28,332 --> 00:37:29,208 ♪ I drop the top on the Panamera... ♪ 505 00:37:29,209 --> 00:37:31,084 [both laugh] 506 00:37:33,712 --> 00:37:34,755 Don't you need one? 507 00:37:35,672 --> 00:37:36,797 No. 508 00:37:36,798 --> 00:37:38,967 [Ronnie huffing] 509 00:37:40,636 --> 00:37:42,053 I don't know how you can stand her 510 00:37:42,054 --> 00:37:44,388 without drinking. [laughs] 511 00:37:44,389 --> 00:37:45,891 - What? - Oh... 512 00:37:47,809 --> 00:37:48,894 just, um... 513 00:37:53,607 --> 00:37:55,108 being a person. 514 00:38:02,491 --> 00:38:04,200 ♪ Swing! ♪ 515 00:38:04,201 --> 00:38:05,993 ♪ Pull up like gym, waves on swim ♪ 516 00:38:05,994 --> 00:38:08,120 ♪ And I rock Timbs with the tags ♪ 517 00:38:08,121 --> 00:38:10,624 ♪ Butterfly doors on the Tesla, I don't spend shit on gas ♪ 518 00:38:21,927 --> 00:38:23,762 [music fades] 519 00:38:24,721 --> 00:38:25,764 [laughter] 520 00:38:28,225 --> 00:38:30,935 I just... I just wiped his ass. 521 00:38:30,936 --> 00:38:34,146 You know, just like that. And then we had lunch. 522 00:38:34,147 --> 00:38:36,149 [laughter] 523 00:38:38,485 --> 00:38:39,528 [Avary] I'm sorry. 524 00:38:40,070 --> 00:38:42,531 I'm sorry. I asked you a question. 525 00:38:43,156 --> 00:38:46,410 Was it just like yours, but old? 526 00:38:46,910 --> 00:38:48,911 Yes, but much smaller. 527 00:38:48,912 --> 00:38:50,037 - [laughter] - [Avary] Oh, sure. 528 00:38:50,038 --> 00:38:51,039 Noah! 529 00:38:51,832 --> 00:38:54,083 [indistinct] Cheers to that. [laughs] 530 00:38:54,084 --> 00:38:55,711 Ugh, your poor father. 531 00:38:59,798 --> 00:39:01,883 Ronnie, Avary tells me 532 00:39:01,884 --> 00:39:04,094 you're a fantastic massage therapist. 533 00:39:04,970 --> 00:39:06,470 Oh. [laughs] 534 00:39:06,471 --> 00:39:07,723 This is your... 535 00:39:08,432 --> 00:39:10,975 Uh, Tom, my husband. 536 00:39:10,976 --> 00:39:13,102 She finally said "yes." 537 00:39:13,103 --> 00:39:15,355 - Aw, isn't that sweet? - [Ronnie chuckles] 538 00:39:16,315 --> 00:39:17,648 What do you do, Tom? 539 00:39:17,649 --> 00:39:19,400 I work for WDS, 540 00:39:19,401 --> 00:39:22,988 going on, uh, 11 and a half years now. 541 00:39:23,572 --> 00:39:24,615 [Maeve] Wonderful. 542 00:39:26,825 --> 00:39:28,868 You know that corporate office on the mountain 543 00:39:28,869 --> 00:39:30,494 must have gorgeous views. 544 00:39:30,495 --> 00:39:32,539 [Tom] Oh, no. I'm a delivery driver. 545 00:39:33,498 --> 00:39:36,000 Oh, how nice. 546 00:39:36,001 --> 00:39:38,002 [Noah] That's great. 547 00:39:38,003 --> 00:39:39,504 I mean, you're done with work when you're done with work. 548 00:39:39,505 --> 00:39:41,130 [Tom] That's right. Can't beat it. 549 00:39:41,131 --> 00:39:43,174 It's a little crazy around the holidays. 550 00:39:43,175 --> 00:39:44,926 - But, you know... - [Maeve] Yeah. 551 00:39:44,927 --> 00:39:47,512 Let me ask you, does your route change every day? 552 00:39:47,513 --> 00:39:50,014 Because no matter how many times I leave my packages 553 00:39:50,015 --> 00:39:51,599 and... and a note for them, 554 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,267 they always get left out in the rain 555 00:39:53,268 --> 00:39:54,936 - and, you know, that... - [Avary] Hey, Tom, 556 00:39:54,937 --> 00:39:56,414 have you ever fantasized about another man? 557 00:39:56,438 --> 00:39:57,689 Uh... 558 00:39:59,149 --> 00:40:00,483 Here we go. 559 00:40:00,484 --> 00:40:02,236 - [Noah] What? - Avary's bored. 560 00:40:04,071 --> 00:40:05,405 Answer the question, Tom. 561 00:40:06,573 --> 00:40:08,116 No, I haven't. 562 00:40:10,285 --> 00:40:12,662 - I call bullshit. - Same. 563 00:40:12,663 --> 00:40:15,499 I mean, come on. We even fantasize about guys. 564 00:40:17,292 --> 00:40:19,461 Fantasy and reality are two different things. 565 00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:22,630 Sexual fantasies are just emblematic 566 00:40:22,631 --> 00:40:24,091 of something coveted in reality. 567 00:40:25,259 --> 00:40:26,301 Like power. 568 00:40:27,052 --> 00:40:30,264 Always power, or whatever, fill in the blank. 569 00:40:33,183 --> 00:40:34,308 We're still talking about dicks? 570 00:40:34,309 --> 00:40:35,602 [chuckles] Yes. 571 00:40:37,354 --> 00:40:38,646 - Yes. - Right? 572 00:40:38,647 --> 00:40:39,940 - [laughter] - I said no. 573 00:40:41,024 --> 00:40:42,692 Um, anyone want another? 574 00:40:42,693 --> 00:40:43,735 Sit. 575 00:40:44,528 --> 00:40:45,571 You're next. 576 00:40:46,363 --> 00:40:48,948 - I'll get it. - Thanks a lot. 577 00:40:48,949 --> 00:40:50,534 - Anyone else? - [Tom] Uh, me too. 578 00:40:51,159 --> 00:40:52,286 Get him something hard. 579 00:40:52,995 --> 00:40:54,787 - Good one, babe. - Thank you. 580 00:40:54,788 --> 00:40:56,622 [laughs] 581 00:40:56,623 --> 00:40:58,375 [indistinct chatter] 582 00:41:00,711 --> 00:41:01,753 Tom? 583 00:41:03,130 --> 00:41:04,173 Okay. 584 00:41:05,841 --> 00:41:06,967 Yeah. 585 00:41:08,510 --> 00:41:10,345 Sure. I have. 586 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,432 Hey, I saw that. 587 00:41:14,057 --> 00:41:15,309 What about you? 588 00:41:17,186 --> 00:41:19,271 - Never. - Come on, man. 589 00:41:20,689 --> 00:41:22,566 I... I... I haven't. 590 00:41:24,234 --> 00:41:25,986 So if you were in prison... 591 00:41:26,653 --> 00:41:28,279 That wasn't the question. 592 00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:30,823 You wouldn't close your eyes 593 00:41:30,824 --> 00:41:33,076 with some soft-spoken body? 594 00:41:34,161 --> 00:41:37,288 No, I can go a long time without... 595 00:41:37,289 --> 00:41:38,624 - that. - Noah! 596 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:42,753 - I didn't mean it like that. - [Avary] I think you did. 597 00:41:44,004 --> 00:41:45,297 Okay. Maeve... 598 00:41:46,673 --> 00:41:49,550 how long has it been since you gave oral pleasure 599 00:41:49,551 --> 00:41:51,178 to your gorgeous husband here? 600 00:41:51,929 --> 00:41:53,972 Why are you asking all the questions? 601 00:41:55,057 --> 00:41:57,017 'Cause mine are the only ones worth answering. 602 00:41:59,645 --> 00:42:01,104 Oh, come on, Maeve. Loosen up. 603 00:42:05,025 --> 00:42:06,151 This is ridiculous. 604 00:42:06,777 --> 00:42:07,986 Truth or dare... 605 00:42:13,617 --> 00:42:14,660 Shit. 606 00:42:20,165 --> 00:42:22,124 You wouldn't believe what they were talking about 607 00:42:22,125 --> 00:42:23,626 and what they asked me. 608 00:42:23,627 --> 00:42:25,003 What Av... 609 00:42:25,671 --> 00:42:27,213 - Del. - Maeve. 610 00:42:27,214 --> 00:42:28,882 - No. - Hey. Hey. 611 00:42:29,383 --> 00:42:30,592 Look... look at me. 612 00:42:31,552 --> 00:42:33,928 You can't just ask people personal... 613 00:42:33,929 --> 00:42:35,763 I'm sorry. Okay. 614 00:42:35,764 --> 00:42:38,350 We were just having fun. Being real. 615 00:42:40,310 --> 00:42:42,855 - Del, I'm not like you. - No. 616 00:42:43,647 --> 00:42:45,106 You're not. 617 00:42:45,107 --> 00:42:46,190 You're like you, and you're perfect. 618 00:42:46,191 --> 00:42:47,567 You're beautiful. 619 00:42:47,568 --> 00:42:48,610 It's true. 620 00:42:49,862 --> 00:42:51,947 If you don't wanna play, you don't have to. 621 00:42:56,451 --> 00:42:57,494 Noah and I... 622 00:42:58,787 --> 00:42:59,830 how can you tell? 623 00:43:00,539 --> 00:43:01,957 That you're not having sex? 624 00:43:05,043 --> 00:43:06,836 I just... 625 00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:07,880 see you. 626 00:43:09,882 --> 00:43:10,924 [all laugh] 627 00:43:12,509 --> 00:43:14,261 [exhales sharply] God, I'm like... 628 00:43:15,554 --> 00:43:16,929 lost in your eyes. 629 00:43:16,930 --> 00:43:18,724 [Elliana laughs] 630 00:43:21,435 --> 00:43:22,603 Come play with us? 631 00:43:24,104 --> 00:43:25,147 [softly] Okay. 632 00:43:33,155 --> 00:43:35,406 What supplements do you think she takes? 633 00:43:35,407 --> 00:43:38,118 [both laugh] 634 00:43:39,536 --> 00:43:41,455 Am I stroking out or is something burning? 635 00:43:41,997 --> 00:43:43,456 Oh. 636 00:43:43,457 --> 00:43:45,417 [whimsical classical music plays] 637 00:44:04,269 --> 00:44:05,645 [music fades] 638 00:44:05,646 --> 00:44:07,940 [insects chirping] 639 00:44:24,998 --> 00:44:26,124 [Del] Sorry about that. 640 00:44:28,126 --> 00:44:29,253 Uh, don't be. 641 00:44:37,886 --> 00:44:38,929 Hold me. 642 00:44:42,558 --> 00:44:44,059 That's what I wish she'd do. 643 00:44:48,689 --> 00:44:50,899 [soft classical music plays] 644 00:45:30,105 --> 00:45:33,524 I am not going to sit here talking about your stupid job. 645 00:45:33,525 --> 00:45:35,527 - [laughs] No offense. - None taken. 646 00:45:36,695 --> 00:45:39,155 [Ronnie] Okay. So what is Maeve's deal? 647 00:45:39,156 --> 00:45:41,741 Like, is she gay? 648 00:45:41,742 --> 00:45:43,743 I mean, besides for Del. 649 00:45:43,744 --> 00:45:45,537 We are all gay for Del. 650 00:45:46,413 --> 00:45:47,955 Great. 651 00:45:47,956 --> 00:45:49,374 [Ronnie] No, I'm serious. I mean... 652 00:45:50,083 --> 00:45:52,668 he sleeps in her bed 653 00:45:52,669 --> 00:45:54,755 and nothing? 654 00:45:56,840 --> 00:45:58,466 He's like a... 655 00:45:58,467 --> 00:46:00,343 sturdy oak. 656 00:46:00,344 --> 00:46:01,803 Mm. 657 00:46:04,306 --> 00:46:05,349 [laughs] 658 00:46:06,350 --> 00:46:08,852 No. No, she's not gay. 659 00:46:09,686 --> 00:46:11,979 Del likes to think she is, 660 00:46:11,980 --> 00:46:14,191 but that's just fuel for our sex life. 661 00:46:14,983 --> 00:46:16,484 [Tom] What do you mean? 662 00:46:16,485 --> 00:46:18,486 They like to talk about other people 663 00:46:18,487 --> 00:46:19,695 while they're having sex. 664 00:46:19,696 --> 00:46:21,364 - Del. - [Tom] Ooh. 665 00:46:21,365 --> 00:46:22,449 Del likes to. 666 00:46:23,242 --> 00:46:25,702 I'm just doing my best not to slip into death. 667 00:46:26,370 --> 00:46:27,579 You don't like it? 668 00:46:31,124 --> 00:46:32,501 I'm adjusting. 669 00:46:34,711 --> 00:46:38,130 Did we ever make it in there? 670 00:46:38,131 --> 00:46:39,508 Tom! What... 671 00:46:51,061 --> 00:46:52,229 I don't know. I... 672 00:46:53,856 --> 00:46:57,109 At least I knew what to expect when we suppressed everything. 673 00:46:59,403 --> 00:47:00,737 It felt safe. 674 00:47:05,576 --> 00:47:07,244 This feels like the opposite of that. 675 00:47:15,252 --> 00:47:19,047 [Ronnie] Okay. Okay. Okay. I do... I do most of the time. 676 00:47:19,590 --> 00:47:23,467 - [Tom] Most of the time? - [Ronnie] Sometimes. 677 00:47:23,468 --> 00:47:25,219 - [Tom] What? - I... It's true. 678 00:47:25,220 --> 00:47:26,804 I'm sorry. 679 00:47:26,805 --> 00:47:29,349 What's with all the "oohs" and "aahs"? 680 00:47:30,601 --> 00:47:32,226 I... I don't know. 681 00:47:32,227 --> 00:47:33,787 Isn't that just what I'm supposed to do? 682 00:47:34,021 --> 00:47:35,480 It's okay. It's okay. 683 00:47:36,815 --> 00:47:39,233 Oh, my God. 684 00:47:39,234 --> 00:47:40,443 I... okay. 685 00:47:40,444 --> 00:47:43,363 What woman comes every time? 686 00:47:47,034 --> 00:47:48,314 Why aren't you raising your hand? 687 00:47:48,952 --> 00:47:50,494 I guess you're not the only one 688 00:47:50,495 --> 00:47:51,787 who can go a long time without that. 689 00:47:51,788 --> 00:47:53,332 [laughter] 690 00:47:56,710 --> 00:48:00,379 Okay. Okay. You two, fuck off. 691 00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:01,965 [laughter] 692 00:48:03,258 --> 00:48:04,468 These two. 693 00:48:05,093 --> 00:48:08,221 They orgasm as one. Probably holding eye contact. 694 00:48:08,222 --> 00:48:09,306 They're perfect. 695 00:48:10,682 --> 00:48:12,309 We are far from perfect. 696 00:48:15,062 --> 00:48:16,855 Avary almost left me a year ago. 697 00:48:21,443 --> 00:48:24,111 Two years back when I was traveling a lot 698 00:48:24,112 --> 00:48:26,697 for work, I developed... 699 00:48:26,698 --> 00:48:27,741 Feelings. 700 00:48:29,826 --> 00:48:33,037 For lack of a more evolved term, okay, feelings. 701 00:48:33,038 --> 00:48:34,081 For a colleague. 702 00:48:36,583 --> 00:48:38,668 Avary could tell something was up with me, 703 00:48:38,669 --> 00:48:42,047 but I didn't fully understand what I was feeling. 704 00:48:42,714 --> 00:48:44,091 She wrote her a poem. 705 00:48:44,967 --> 00:48:46,009 I did. 706 00:48:48,262 --> 00:48:49,720 I was at a point in my journey 707 00:48:49,721 --> 00:48:51,932 where following my heart was different... 708 00:48:52,933 --> 00:48:54,600 but exciting. 709 00:48:54,601 --> 00:48:56,645 And I just wanted to honor that completely. 710 00:48:57,688 --> 00:48:58,772 Not half ass it. 711 00:48:59,982 --> 00:49:02,441 - Whole ass it. - [Avary and Del laugh] 712 00:49:02,442 --> 00:49:03,485 [Del] Exactly. 713 00:49:04,403 --> 00:49:06,822 Trusted that wherever it led me was where I needed to go. 714 00:49:09,783 --> 00:49:11,493 I don't regret what I did. 715 00:49:12,870 --> 00:49:15,037 It was undeniably 716 00:49:15,038 --> 00:49:17,790 the hardest two years of my life. 717 00:49:17,791 --> 00:49:18,834 Our life. 718 00:49:23,714 --> 00:49:24,756 But it was a gift. 719 00:49:25,966 --> 00:49:27,092 It is a gift. 720 00:49:27,634 --> 00:49:29,845 Sounds like one of your gifts. [laughs] 721 00:49:33,182 --> 00:49:35,058 It was the beginning of our next chapter. 722 00:49:36,059 --> 00:49:37,144 No more bullshit. 723 00:49:38,228 --> 00:49:39,521 What does that look like? 724 00:49:40,022 --> 00:49:41,106 No more bullshit? 725 00:49:43,609 --> 00:49:44,610 Uh... 726 00:49:46,028 --> 00:49:48,447 getting in touch with what you're really feeling... 727 00:49:49,448 --> 00:49:50,990 and sharing it... 728 00:49:50,991 --> 00:49:52,201 without a filter. 729 00:49:53,243 --> 00:49:55,077 Then you can let it go. 730 00:49:55,078 --> 00:49:57,246 Instead of getting lost in what everything should mean 731 00:49:57,247 --> 00:49:59,082 according to your past and your ego. 732 00:50:02,586 --> 00:50:03,670 So just saying it. 733 00:50:05,797 --> 00:50:07,758 Even the scary stuff. 734 00:50:08,634 --> 00:50:10,219 [Del] Especially the scary stuff. 735 00:50:13,931 --> 00:50:15,057 You make it sound easy. 736 00:50:15,599 --> 00:50:16,642 It's not easy at all. 737 00:50:19,144 --> 00:50:20,187 It's terrifying. 738 00:50:23,565 --> 00:50:25,734 And therefore liberating. 739 00:50:26,818 --> 00:50:29,028 And Avary, you're... 740 00:50:29,029 --> 00:50:30,531 just putting up with all this? 741 00:50:34,910 --> 00:50:36,744 Go ahead, Avary. It's okay. 742 00:50:36,745 --> 00:50:38,247 Oh, she has your permission to speak? 743 00:50:39,248 --> 00:50:40,791 Maeve. 744 00:50:41,375 --> 00:50:42,584 Putting up with what? 745 00:50:46,129 --> 00:50:47,172 What's your problem? 746 00:50:49,424 --> 00:50:51,009 I think she's defending my honor. 747 00:50:51,802 --> 00:50:53,804 Curious what it is you think I'm doing? 748 00:50:54,429 --> 00:50:57,515 Well, it sounds like defending an emotional affair 749 00:50:57,516 --> 00:50:58,642 is what you're doing. 750 00:50:59,184 --> 00:51:01,394 - You would say that. - What does that mean? 751 00:51:01,395 --> 00:51:02,979 It means you would reduce 752 00:51:02,980 --> 00:51:04,480 the greatest metamorphosis of our lives 753 00:51:04,481 --> 00:51:05,774 to something so trivial. 754 00:51:07,901 --> 00:51:10,361 I didn't plan on feeling anything for anyone. 755 00:51:10,362 --> 00:51:12,154 All I wanted was for it to go away. 756 00:51:12,155 --> 00:51:15,199 But not being able to talk about it, it doesn't... 757 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:16,493 Not being able to? 758 00:51:17,077 --> 00:51:18,412 It made it turn in on itself. 759 00:51:19,037 --> 00:51:21,080 It made it bigger than it was. 760 00:51:21,081 --> 00:51:23,457 - How big was it? - Are you kidding me right now? 761 00:51:23,458 --> 00:51:25,168 - Well, answer her. - I have. 762 00:51:25,169 --> 00:51:26,253 A hundred times. 763 00:51:27,129 --> 00:51:28,130 She knows that. 764 00:51:38,348 --> 00:51:39,808 In my bones... 765 00:51:40,976 --> 00:51:43,769 I knew the entire experience presented itself 766 00:51:43,770 --> 00:51:45,105 for our growth. 767 00:51:45,606 --> 00:51:47,774 As individuals and as a couple. 768 00:51:50,235 --> 00:51:51,820 It was an opportunity to level up. 769 00:51:53,697 --> 00:51:55,032 Growth over comfort. 770 00:51:56,241 --> 00:51:58,784 An emotional affair is not trivial. 771 00:51:58,785 --> 00:52:00,620 That's what you have latched onto? 772 00:52:00,621 --> 00:52:03,497 Should I have been taking notes instead, professor? 773 00:52:03,498 --> 00:52:05,125 I always found it helpful. 774 00:52:06,835 --> 00:52:08,336 Please. 775 00:52:08,337 --> 00:52:10,755 I didn't have an emotional affair. 776 00:52:10,756 --> 00:52:11,757 Would your wife agree? 777 00:52:12,549 --> 00:52:13,926 Go ahead. Would you? 778 00:52:18,639 --> 00:52:20,307 I'm happy Del told me. 779 00:52:20,849 --> 00:52:22,392 But not happy it happened. 780 00:52:22,893 --> 00:52:25,019 - Of course, not. - I am. 781 00:52:25,020 --> 00:52:26,312 Oh. We got that. 782 00:52:26,313 --> 00:52:28,147 And in time, 783 00:52:28,148 --> 00:52:29,732 when Avary can see it from a higher perspective... 784 00:52:29,733 --> 00:52:32,026 You think cheating is lofty? 785 00:52:32,027 --> 00:52:34,278 I believe loving your whole self, 786 00:52:34,279 --> 00:52:36,155 light and dark, leads you to be 787 00:52:36,156 --> 00:52:38,450 in love with everything and everyone. 788 00:52:39,910 --> 00:52:41,495 It sounds like you want a hall pass. 789 00:52:42,246 --> 00:52:44,998 This isn't about having sex with other people. 790 00:52:46,041 --> 00:52:49,585 It... it's about letting go of the fear of losing someone 791 00:52:49,586 --> 00:52:51,003 and learning to love 792 00:52:51,004 --> 00:52:53,256 without conditions or expectations. 793 00:52:53,257 --> 00:52:55,174 I'm on your side. 794 00:52:55,175 --> 00:52:57,343 Well, I'm on Del's side. 795 00:52:57,344 --> 00:52:59,303 Why can't you just admit that you're scared? 796 00:52:59,304 --> 00:53:02,349 Uh, of course I'm scared! I'm fucking terrified. 797 00:53:02,975 --> 00:53:04,351 What is the alternative? 798 00:53:06,770 --> 00:53:08,814 Of what specifically are you terrified? 799 00:53:13,151 --> 00:53:14,486 [Avary sighs] 800 00:53:16,989 --> 00:53:18,407 The unknown. 801 00:53:21,159 --> 00:53:22,870 Losing Del. 802 00:53:25,330 --> 00:53:26,748 Getting old. 803 00:53:30,085 --> 00:53:31,128 Being abandoned. 804 00:53:34,673 --> 00:53:37,885 I'd be afraid, too, if I were in your shoes. 805 00:53:39,011 --> 00:53:41,305 I'm feeling very attacked by you, Maeve. 806 00:53:45,642 --> 00:53:47,060 I didn't do anything wrong. 807 00:53:48,353 --> 00:53:50,689 I told the truth about something instead of hiding it. 808 00:53:53,442 --> 00:53:55,527 I believed in the strength of our love. 809 00:53:57,029 --> 00:53:59,864 It doesn't sound like your love is very strong at all. 810 00:53:59,865 --> 00:54:00,908 Fuck you, Maeve. 811 00:54:02,284 --> 00:54:03,701 Like you're one to talk. 812 00:54:03,702 --> 00:54:05,369 [scoffs] 813 00:54:05,370 --> 00:54:07,872 Noah and I have been married for 27 years. 814 00:54:07,873 --> 00:54:09,040 We have no secrets. 815 00:54:09,041 --> 00:54:10,708 [laughs] Secrets. 816 00:54:10,709 --> 00:54:13,127 [laughs] You two don't even know each other. 817 00:54:13,128 --> 00:54:15,087 You're like two foreign exchange students 818 00:54:15,088 --> 00:54:17,299 bumping into each other and sharing soap. 819 00:54:29,603 --> 00:54:31,230 This is what I'm talking about. 820 00:54:33,106 --> 00:54:35,567 This is why everyone gets divorced. 821 00:54:36,235 --> 00:54:37,693 Totally setting aside 822 00:54:37,694 --> 00:54:39,320 the short shelf life of codependency 823 00:54:39,321 --> 00:54:41,155 and needing the other person to complete you, 824 00:54:41,156 --> 00:54:42,990 which is what we're force fed by 825 00:54:42,991 --> 00:54:45,744 every romance movie and song ever created. 826 00:54:46,537 --> 00:54:47,954 We get divorced 827 00:54:47,955 --> 00:54:49,038 because we don't accept ourselves. 828 00:54:49,039 --> 00:54:50,290 So they certainly won't. 829 00:54:51,291 --> 00:54:54,919 And instead of shining a light into our own dark corners 830 00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:57,129 and learning to first and foremost love ourselves, 831 00:54:57,130 --> 00:54:58,965 what a concept. 832 00:54:58,966 --> 00:55:01,634 Run to the next relationship, which is inevitably 833 00:55:01,635 --> 00:55:03,135 with the same person you just left. 834 00:55:03,136 --> 00:55:05,179 Only they are far more triggering, 835 00:55:05,180 --> 00:55:07,640 but in a more intoxicating, 836 00:55:07,641 --> 00:55:09,560 albeit evanescent package. 837 00:55:13,981 --> 00:55:15,107 Is anybody else wet? 838 00:55:15,983 --> 00:55:17,609 [laughter] 839 00:55:34,042 --> 00:55:35,085 Really? 840 00:55:36,712 --> 00:55:38,922 [laughter] 841 00:55:40,799 --> 00:55:42,301 Okay. [laughs] 842 00:55:44,970 --> 00:55:46,430 Elliana and I slept together. 843 00:55:48,223 --> 00:55:49,266 Noah! 844 00:55:51,977 --> 00:55:53,020 What? 845 00:55:54,563 --> 00:55:55,897 Oh, my God. 846 00:55:55,898 --> 00:55:59,358 [pensive string music plays] 847 00:55:59,359 --> 00:56:00,693 When? 848 00:56:00,694 --> 00:56:02,321 Jesus Christ. 849 00:56:07,034 --> 00:56:08,242 When? 850 00:56:08,243 --> 00:56:09,702 10 lifetimes ago. 851 00:56:09,703 --> 00:56:11,454 When we were kids. 852 00:56:11,455 --> 00:56:12,748 We weren't kids. 853 00:56:14,291 --> 00:56:16,417 - Fucking when? - It was at the beginning. 854 00:56:16,418 --> 00:56:18,336 I mean, you turned down my proposal. 855 00:56:18,337 --> 00:56:19,837 I barely knew you. 856 00:56:19,838 --> 00:56:21,172 - Elliana had just met David. - What? 857 00:56:21,173 --> 00:56:22,381 It was only one time. 858 00:56:22,382 --> 00:56:23,926 I mean, I... I loved her. 859 00:56:24,593 --> 00:56:25,594 Noah! 860 00:56:28,305 --> 00:56:29,556 I still do. 861 00:56:30,265 --> 00:56:31,767 Oh, my God. 862 00:56:36,939 --> 00:56:40,316 I can't listen to this. You are all out of your minds. 863 00:56:40,317 --> 00:56:41,818 [Noah] It's not like that. 864 00:56:42,444 --> 00:56:44,695 - Don't... - It's like I love Del and Avary. 865 00:56:44,696 --> 00:56:46,322 Like I love Robbie and Tom. 866 00:56:46,323 --> 00:56:48,992 - You just met them. - Did I? 867 00:56:49,868 --> 00:56:51,702 Her name is Ronnie. 868 00:56:51,703 --> 00:56:53,496 Well, I feel like I know more about them 869 00:56:53,497 --> 00:56:54,914 than I do about you. 870 00:56:54,915 --> 00:56:56,082 What do you know about them, Noah? 871 00:56:56,083 --> 00:56:57,333 That Tom's gay? 872 00:56:57,334 --> 00:56:58,584 - What? - [Del] Maeve. 873 00:56:58,585 --> 00:57:00,128 Maeve. Maeve. Hey. 874 00:57:00,796 --> 00:57:01,921 What are you feeling right now? 875 00:57:01,922 --> 00:57:02,965 Stop. 876 00:57:05,133 --> 00:57:06,176 [Del] Hmm? 877 00:57:07,803 --> 00:57:09,011 Tell me. 878 00:57:09,012 --> 00:57:10,055 Answer her. 879 00:57:11,390 --> 00:57:12,933 [breathing shakily] 880 00:57:16,228 --> 00:57:17,271 Anger... 881 00:57:18,021 --> 00:57:19,064 rage... 882 00:57:20,524 --> 00:57:22,484 [sobs] ...betrayal. 883 00:57:23,277 --> 00:57:24,736 Exposed? 884 00:57:25,362 --> 00:57:26,363 Embarrassed? 885 00:57:27,072 --> 00:57:28,574 Vulnerable? 886 00:57:30,868 --> 00:57:32,994 [voice breaking] Yes, very vulnerable. 887 00:57:32,995 --> 00:57:34,203 Okay. 888 00:57:34,204 --> 00:57:35,998 Okay what? [sobs] 889 00:57:36,832 --> 00:57:37,875 Okay. 890 00:57:40,586 --> 00:57:42,462 I feel vulnerable too. 891 00:57:44,756 --> 00:57:46,008 Me too. 892 00:57:46,842 --> 00:57:48,302 And I'm not gay. 893 00:57:48,969 --> 00:57:50,554 Does anyone not feel vulnerable? 894 00:57:55,642 --> 00:57:56,685 How does it feel? 895 00:58:12,576 --> 00:58:13,952 Noah, don't. 896 00:58:15,162 --> 00:58:16,246 [Noah sighs] Okay. 897 00:58:20,334 --> 00:58:22,628 [breathing shakily] 898 00:59:17,432 --> 00:59:21,562 ♪♪♪ 899 00:59:35,450 --> 00:59:36,493 Del... 900 00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:40,747 you really don't regret what happened? 901 00:59:42,666 --> 00:59:44,084 Avary is my person. 902 00:59:45,460 --> 00:59:48,005 There is no one I would rather live my life with. 903 00:59:49,339 --> 00:59:51,299 But aren't we setting ourselves up to fail 904 00:59:51,300 --> 00:59:53,969 thinking we can only feel love for one person? 905 00:59:57,181 --> 00:59:58,682 Just that one kind of love. 906 00:59:59,975 --> 01:00:01,018 What does that even mean? 907 01:00:03,228 --> 01:00:05,771 Why is it that we have a million words 908 01:00:05,772 --> 01:00:08,524 to talk about our victim hood and only one to describe love? 909 01:00:08,525 --> 01:00:11,195 The most complex human experience there is. 910 01:00:14,573 --> 01:00:16,407 Isn't it just respectful? 911 01:00:16,408 --> 01:00:17,618 Is it? 912 01:00:18,243 --> 01:00:20,370 - Yes. - Why is it respectful? 913 01:00:22,206 --> 01:00:23,998 Of your marriage. 914 01:00:23,999 --> 01:00:26,627 I would never disrespect my marriage by keeping it small. 915 01:00:27,753 --> 01:00:28,795 [scoffs] 916 01:00:29,421 --> 01:00:31,924 How is a lifetime commitment small? 917 01:00:32,633 --> 01:00:34,300 [Del] It's not. 918 01:00:34,301 --> 01:00:36,594 But why keep it between two conditional humans 919 01:00:36,595 --> 01:00:39,889 when it... it could be between two unconditional souls? 920 01:00:39,890 --> 01:00:42,893 [suspenseful instrumental playing] 921 01:00:51,068 --> 01:00:52,569 I don't understand. [laughs] 922 01:00:54,947 --> 01:00:58,242 She's saying the way we're taught to love is small. 923 01:00:59,701 --> 01:01:01,036 It's possessive. 924 01:01:02,788 --> 01:01:03,830 It's limiting. 925 01:01:05,499 --> 01:01:06,875 It's restrictive. 926 01:01:11,421 --> 01:01:12,840 It's, uh... 927 01:01:13,674 --> 01:01:15,049 Unsustainable. 928 01:01:15,050 --> 01:01:19,137 ♪ 929 01:01:35,445 --> 01:01:37,781 Isn't that just what marriage is? 930 01:01:38,991 --> 01:01:41,326 Only seeing the person that you're with? 931 01:01:42,327 --> 01:01:43,954 Maybe that's your problem. 932 01:01:48,333 --> 01:01:49,459 My problem? 933 01:01:50,836 --> 01:01:54,756 I hear what Del is saying completely, and... 934 01:01:56,133 --> 01:01:57,384 I agree with her. 935 01:01:59,469 --> 01:02:01,345 Well, of course you do. 936 01:02:01,346 --> 01:02:04,765 - Of course I do? - Yeah, you're a guy, Tom, stop. 937 01:02:04,766 --> 01:02:07,518 No, what? You are the one... 938 01:02:07,519 --> 01:02:09,437 - Buddy, calm down. - Don't "buddy" me. 939 01:02:09,438 --> 01:02:11,063 Well, you're upsetting everybody. 940 01:02:11,064 --> 01:02:12,566 Everybody's upset, Noah. 941 01:02:15,485 --> 01:02:17,070 I forgave you. 942 01:02:18,071 --> 01:02:19,780 Did I not? 943 01:02:19,781 --> 01:02:22,200 - Yes or no? - Yes, you forgave me. 944 01:02:22,201 --> 01:02:25,077 - But you don't trust me anymore. - I do not trust you, 945 01:02:25,078 --> 01:02:27,330 'cause you slept with her, Ronnie. 946 01:02:27,331 --> 01:02:30,333 I don't trust you 'cause you're still not being honest with me. 947 01:02:30,334 --> 01:02:34,086 Yeah, how am I not being honest with you? 948 01:02:34,087 --> 01:02:35,881 [Tom laughs] 949 01:02:36,924 --> 01:02:40,469 I've done nothing but encourage your happiness in every way. 950 01:02:41,970 --> 01:02:43,472 True? 951 01:02:44,598 --> 01:02:46,850 [laughs] Yes. 952 01:02:49,186 --> 01:02:50,521 I know you need more. 953 01:02:52,272 --> 01:02:54,608 - More what? - You tell me! 954 01:02:56,401 --> 01:02:58,946 - What are you doing? - Remind... 955 01:03:00,489 --> 01:03:02,658 Showing you that you have a safe space. 956 01:03:04,493 --> 01:03:06,328 What do you want, Ronnie? 957 01:03:07,246 --> 01:03:09,247 Why won't you just say it? 958 01:03:09,248 --> 01:03:11,333 What do you want me to say? 959 01:03:12,501 --> 01:03:13,793 What I already know. 960 01:03:13,794 --> 01:03:15,461 Then you say it! 961 01:03:15,462 --> 01:03:19,466 ♪ 962 01:03:23,929 --> 01:03:26,473 What are you feeling right now? 963 01:03:28,350 --> 01:03:30,434 Completely attacked. 964 01:03:30,435 --> 01:03:33,521 - Are you fucking kidding me? - Safe space, this is bullshit. 965 01:03:33,522 --> 01:03:34,773 I'll get her some coffee. 966 01:03:35,858 --> 01:03:37,441 [Elliana] Let's just go in the house for a minute. 967 01:03:37,442 --> 01:03:38,485 No. 968 01:03:39,319 --> 01:03:40,737 [sniffles] 969 01:03:42,030 --> 01:03:44,448 Fuck you, and your space! 970 01:03:44,449 --> 01:03:48,160 You just wanna leave me if you can't control me! 971 01:03:48,161 --> 01:03:52,249 ♪ 972 01:03:59,298 --> 01:04:01,758 [quick footsteps approaching] 973 01:04:02,676 --> 01:04:04,887 Grab some dry clothes from my dresser upstairs. 974 01:04:07,598 --> 01:04:09,266 Get the fuck away from me. 975 01:04:13,312 --> 01:04:15,355 [indistinct] 976 01:04:20,235 --> 01:04:22,696 [quick footsteps thumping] 977 01:04:32,998 --> 01:04:34,499 - [door bangs] - [Del] Just a second. 978 01:04:40,506 --> 01:04:45,343 ["Jaded" by Faith Richards playing] 979 01:04:45,344 --> 01:04:47,136 ♪ Not gonna let you steal this moment ♪ 980 01:04:47,137 --> 01:04:49,347 Ronnie. Whoa, you're soaked. 981 01:04:49,348 --> 01:04:51,642 [Ronnie moans] You have no idea. 982 01:04:52,684 --> 01:04:54,727 - [Del] Don't. - [Ronnie] Feel me. 983 01:04:54,728 --> 01:04:56,605 ♪ Crossfaded tryna own it ♪ 984 01:04:57,731 --> 01:05:00,567 ♪ You're not coming home with me ♪ 985 01:05:01,568 --> 01:05:03,319 I made you coffee. 986 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:04,720 ♪ I know I'm pretty when I'm naked ♪ 987 01:05:05,572 --> 01:05:08,533 ♪ You'd be lucky just to taste it ♪ 988 01:05:08,534 --> 01:05:11,827 - an you get out? I have to pee. - Yeah. Okay. 989 01:05:11,828 --> 01:05:13,663 ♪ Nice try with all that fake shit ♪ 990 01:05:13,664 --> 01:05:16,290 ♪ But now I'm feeling pretty jaded ♪ 991 01:05:16,291 --> 01:05:17,611 - [door bangs closed] - [music ends] 992 01:05:27,094 --> 01:05:30,680 [Del laughs] Oh, no. 993 01:05:30,681 --> 01:05:32,057 Fell in the pool? 994 01:05:32,724 --> 01:05:33,767 [Elliana] Yes. 995 01:05:36,603 --> 01:05:39,523 I made her coffee. [laughs] 996 01:05:43,235 --> 01:05:45,153 Do you want us to get the fuck out of here? 997 01:05:46,029 --> 01:05:47,072 No. 998 01:05:47,906 --> 01:05:48,949 No. 999 01:05:49,741 --> 01:05:52,286 Okay, I can help you with her. 1000 01:05:53,871 --> 01:05:56,581 - I got her. - Okay. 1001 01:05:56,582 --> 01:05:58,040 - [Elliana laughs] - All right, I'm gonna go. 1002 01:05:58,041 --> 01:05:59,084 Okay. 1003 01:05:59,918 --> 01:06:02,546 [footsteps departing] 1004 01:06:45,797 --> 01:06:48,842 Oh. [laughs] I'm good, thanks. 1005 01:06:49,551 --> 01:06:51,011 Okay, here. 1006 01:06:52,095 --> 01:06:53,138 Let's... 1007 01:06:53,931 --> 01:06:55,682 let me get you this. 1008 01:06:56,767 --> 01:06:57,893 Here you go, here you go. 1009 01:06:59,853 --> 01:07:00,979 Stay warm. 1010 01:07:01,897 --> 01:07:03,774 All right, all right? 1011 01:07:20,999 --> 01:07:22,292 [Elliana sighs] 1012 01:07:36,306 --> 01:07:37,599 You are so lucky. 1013 01:07:40,686 --> 01:07:41,811 How's that? 1014 01:07:41,812 --> 01:07:44,939 Ugh, Tom gets offered 1015 01:07:44,940 --> 01:07:48,651 a management position like, every two seconds, 1016 01:07:48,652 --> 01:07:52,113 but he can't, because of the desks 1017 01:07:52,114 --> 01:07:53,781 and the shoes. 1018 01:07:53,782 --> 01:07:56,660 And sometimes, I just wish he's... 1019 01:07:58,287 --> 01:07:59,872 [sighs] 1020 01:08:03,625 --> 01:08:06,962 Money makes people comfortable not happy. 1021 01:08:08,046 --> 01:08:11,048 [laughs] 1022 01:08:11,049 --> 01:08:13,969 Only rich people say dumb shit like that. 1023 01:08:14,970 --> 01:08:17,264 "Money isn't everything." 1024 01:08:19,933 --> 01:08:21,768 Wouldn't they be the ones that know? 1025 01:08:32,779 --> 01:08:35,741 - You want a bottle of water? - No. 1026 01:08:38,410 --> 01:08:41,038 I remember life before hangovers. 1027 01:08:43,665 --> 01:08:45,042 [sighs] 1028 01:08:55,594 --> 01:08:59,805 David and I would've celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary 1029 01:08:59,806 --> 01:09:01,182 this Christmas. 1030 01:09:01,183 --> 01:09:04,560 [emotional music playing] 1031 01:09:04,561 --> 01:09:08,648 Oh, God, I suck, I suck. 1032 01:09:08,649 --> 01:09:10,400 We had the perfect marriage. 1033 01:09:12,069 --> 01:09:13,278 He adored me. 1034 01:09:14,696 --> 01:09:16,615 Treated me like a queen. 1035 01:09:23,121 --> 01:09:24,540 And why wouldn't he? 1036 01:09:28,544 --> 01:09:31,839 I was exactly who he wanted me to be. 1037 01:09:39,888 --> 01:09:41,390 Fuck men. 1038 01:09:51,567 --> 01:09:53,360 [Elliana] My husband didn't really know me. 1039 01:09:57,406 --> 01:09:59,783 I'm not even sure if he knew that. 1040 01:10:05,247 --> 01:10:07,081 I'm not sure I did either. 1041 01:10:07,082 --> 01:10:11,086 ♪ 1042 01:10:18,260 --> 01:10:20,387 You know what I've learned since losing David? 1043 01:10:21,305 --> 01:10:22,347 Hmm. 1044 01:10:27,895 --> 01:10:29,897 The opposite of life isn't death. 1045 01:10:32,524 --> 01:10:33,567 What is? 1046 01:10:38,864 --> 01:10:39,989 Fear. 1047 01:10:39,990 --> 01:10:43,702 ♪ 1048 01:10:55,047 --> 01:10:56,173 Hey. 1049 01:10:56,798 --> 01:10:59,050 All I could find was cashmere. 1050 01:10:59,051 --> 01:11:01,761 Woo-hoo-hoo, fine by me. 1051 01:11:01,762 --> 01:11:03,679 [laughs] 1052 01:11:03,680 --> 01:11:05,224 I hope that's okay. 1053 01:11:06,016 --> 01:11:07,059 It's fine. 1054 01:11:09,937 --> 01:11:12,439 [Ronnie laughs] 1055 01:11:16,485 --> 01:11:20,489 ["Bossy" by BAER playing] 1056 01:11:30,499 --> 01:11:33,376 ♪ Big bills feeling generous ♪ 1057 01:11:33,377 --> 01:11:36,921 ♪ Got a big house, that's my preference ♪ 1058 01:11:36,922 --> 01:11:40,633 ♪ Sitting pretty at the top mount Everest ♪ 1059 01:11:40,634 --> 01:11:44,263 ♪ Yeah I'm bossy, dripping sauce ♪ 1060 01:11:45,013 --> 01:11:47,765 ♪ Gas spills like I'm [indistinct] ♪ 1061 01:11:47,766 --> 01:11:51,561 ♪ Puff puffing on the best asparagus ♪ 1062 01:11:51,562 --> 01:11:55,147 ♪ Take my sweet calm, never in a rush ♪ 1063 01:11:55,148 --> 01:11:58,694 ♪ 'Cause I'm bossy, dripping sauce ♪ 1064 01:11:59,570 --> 01:12:03,239 ♪ A Leo rising, I am so inspiring ♪ 1065 01:12:03,240 --> 01:12:06,993 ♪ CEO, my title, my videos go viral ♪ 1066 01:12:06,994 --> 01:12:08,452 ♪ Take a good look at the fit ♪ 1067 01:12:08,453 --> 01:12:09,955 ♪ Lit from my head to my toes ♪ 1068 01:12:10,205 --> 01:12:12,081 ♪ They all wanna sip at the drip ♪ 1069 01:12:12,082 --> 01:12:13,541 ♪ Watch out when they get too close ♪ 1070 01:12:13,542 --> 01:12:15,710 ♪ I'mma turn it up ♪ 1071 01:12:15,711 --> 01:12:18,213 ♪ 'Cause I [indistinct], say, don't you interrupt ♪ 1072 01:12:18,922 --> 01:12:22,258 ♪ Everybody watch me, gonna level up ♪ 1073 01:12:22,259 --> 01:12:26,012 ♪ No, you cannot touch me, chilling on the [indistinct] ♪ 1074 01:12:26,013 --> 01:12:28,182 ♪ Dodging paparazzi ♪ 1075 01:12:28,724 --> 01:12:31,475 ♪ Big bills feeling generous ♪ 1076 01:12:31,476 --> 01:12:35,146 ♪ Got a big house, that's my preference ♪ 1077 01:12:35,147 --> 01:12:37,023 ♪ Sitting pretty at the top mount Everest ♪ 1078 01:12:37,024 --> 01:12:39,943 You need a hairdryer or anything? 1079 01:12:40,569 --> 01:12:42,404 ♪ Dripping sauce ♪ 1080 01:12:43,238 --> 01:12:46,115 ♪ Gas spills like a I'm [indistinct] ♪ 1081 01:12:46,116 --> 01:12:49,827 ♪ Puff puffing on the best asparagus ♪ 1082 01:12:49,828 --> 01:12:53,289 ♪ Take my sweet calm, never in a rush ♪ 1083 01:12:53,290 --> 01:12:57,084 ♪ 'Cause I'm bossy, dripping sauce ♪ 1084 01:12:57,085 --> 01:12:59,879 ♪ Yeah, uh, uh-uh ♪ 1085 01:12:59,880 --> 01:13:03,424 ♪ I'm elevated, yeah, uh, uh-uh ♪ 1086 01:13:03,425 --> 01:13:05,176 ♪ So innovated ♪ 1087 01:13:05,177 --> 01:13:08,513 ♪ Uh, uh-uh, exhilarated ♪ 1088 01:13:08,514 --> 01:13:12,518 [sobbing, sniffling] 1089 01:13:47,886 --> 01:13:48,929 May I join you? 1090 01:13:57,229 --> 01:13:58,814 I don't wanna talk about it. 1091 01:14:01,441 --> 01:14:05,445 [sobbing, sniffling] 1092 01:14:14,121 --> 01:14:15,163 Okay. 1093 01:14:24,298 --> 01:14:27,301 [dramatic piano instrumental playing] 1094 01:14:49,448 --> 01:14:53,160 [Noah] I mean, every detail is meticulous. 1095 01:14:58,165 --> 01:14:59,791 [Maeve] There she is, tell her. 1096 01:15:04,421 --> 01:15:08,425 ♪ 1097 01:15:15,015 --> 01:15:18,018 [Noah] Your home is truly extraordinary. 1098 01:15:24,107 --> 01:15:25,275 Thank you. 1099 01:15:26,485 --> 01:15:27,945 That means a lot. 1100 01:15:29,780 --> 01:15:31,031 [Maeve] It's a piece of art. 1101 01:15:33,742 --> 01:15:35,118 It was our life's work. 1102 01:15:38,121 --> 01:15:41,124 [pensive piano instrumental playing] 1103 01:15:51,677 --> 01:15:52,719 [Noah] You okay? 1104 01:15:54,555 --> 01:15:56,597 [Del] Oh, we were just complimenting Elliana 1105 01:15:56,598 --> 01:15:58,099 on her gorgeous home. 1106 01:15:58,100 --> 01:15:59,559 - [Maeve] It's amazing. - [Del] Yes. 1107 01:15:59,560 --> 01:16:02,645 [emotional instrumental playing] 1108 01:16:02,646 --> 01:16:06,650 [fire crackling] 1109 01:16:18,620 --> 01:16:20,455 I was going to kill myself tonight. 1110 01:16:30,382 --> 01:16:31,425 Elliana. 1111 01:16:32,926 --> 01:16:33,969 Don't. 1112 01:16:38,182 --> 01:16:41,852 It's not the first time I've thought about it. 1113 01:16:42,603 --> 01:16:45,229 Planned to do it, and chickened out 1114 01:16:45,230 --> 01:16:46,981 since David died. 1115 01:16:46,982 --> 01:16:50,986 ♪ 1116 01:16:57,451 --> 01:17:01,079 I almost hang myself on that tree two months ago. 1117 01:17:06,168 --> 01:17:07,211 Why? 1118 01:17:13,509 --> 01:17:17,428 Without him, I... I realized 1119 01:17:17,429 --> 01:17:18,931 quite jarringly... 1120 01:17:20,682 --> 01:17:22,726 that I had no idea who I was. 1121 01:17:28,148 --> 01:17:30,233 I struggled to find meaning and... 1122 01:17:30,234 --> 01:17:33,237 and getting out of bed, leaving the house. 1123 01:17:34,905 --> 01:17:36,406 Taking a shower. 1124 01:17:38,158 --> 01:17:39,909 And even more upsetting, I... 1125 01:17:39,910 --> 01:17:42,578 I had no idea who he even saw me as. 1126 01:17:42,579 --> 01:17:46,583 ♪ 1127 01:17:48,377 --> 01:17:50,546 I felt like I was more of a ghost than he was. 1128 01:17:53,340 --> 01:17:55,676 - [Noah] You never... - I never what? 1129 01:17:57,678 --> 01:17:58,762 Asked for help. 1130 01:18:04,309 --> 01:18:07,437 Asking for help implies feeling worthy of people's time. 1131 01:18:11,108 --> 01:18:12,734 I didn't wanna bother anyone. 1132 01:18:13,735 --> 01:18:15,028 [Del] Jesus, El. 1133 01:18:17,781 --> 01:18:20,825 Gosh, what is wrong with me? [laughs] 1134 01:18:20,826 --> 01:18:23,829 [emotional instrumental playing] 1135 01:18:27,499 --> 01:18:30,711 Well, thank you for sharing that with us. 1136 01:18:33,046 --> 01:18:34,339 We love you. 1137 01:18:51,356 --> 01:18:52,441 To life. 1138 01:18:53,233 --> 01:18:57,237 ["Reflections on the Water" by Spearfisher playing] 1139 01:18:57,946 --> 01:19:00,741 - [Maeve] To life. - [Del] To life. 1140 01:19:33,106 --> 01:19:37,110 ♪ 1141 01:20:13,397 --> 01:20:17,401 ♪ 1142 01:20:53,729 --> 01:20:57,733 ♪ 1143 01:21:33,560 --> 01:21:37,564 ♪ 1144 01:22:20,607 --> 01:22:21,650 I did it. 1145 01:22:24,111 --> 01:22:26,363 I played with my attraction to Ronnie tonight. 1146 01:22:29,032 --> 01:22:30,200 And? 1147 01:22:32,911 --> 01:22:33,954 I get it. 1148 01:22:37,082 --> 01:22:39,917 I mean, she was basically naked, 1149 01:22:39,918 --> 01:22:42,545 and like, eye fucking me in the mirror. 1150 01:22:42,546 --> 01:22:44,839 - Whoa! [laughs] - What? 1151 01:22:44,840 --> 01:22:46,884 - Nothing, I just... - Del. 1152 01:22:48,260 --> 01:22:49,386 It's okay. 1153 01:22:50,470 --> 01:22:52,222 I told you what she tried with me. 1154 01:22:53,974 --> 01:22:55,100 Please. 1155 01:22:56,852 --> 01:22:58,854 Are you sure this is a good thing? 1156 01:23:04,151 --> 01:23:05,485 How do you feel? 1157 01:23:11,283 --> 01:23:12,326 Honestly? 1158 01:23:19,208 --> 01:23:22,502 [turn signal clicking] 1159 01:23:22,503 --> 01:23:25,296 [Del] Avary, where are we going? 1160 01:23:25,297 --> 01:23:29,051 ♪ 1161 01:23:34,973 --> 01:23:36,098 [seat belt buckle clicks] 1162 01:23:36,099 --> 01:23:40,103 ♪ 1163 01:23:53,158 --> 01:23:55,160 [music ends] 1164 01:24:08,549 --> 01:24:09,591 [Noah] Maeve. 1165 01:24:15,931 --> 01:24:16,974 Maeve. 1166 01:24:19,184 --> 01:24:20,227 What? 1167 01:24:23,355 --> 01:24:24,815 I think we should talk about it. 1168 01:24:26,525 --> 01:24:27,568 [Maeve] Talk about what? 1169 01:24:30,487 --> 01:24:32,155 What I told everyone tonight. 1170 01:24:36,618 --> 01:24:38,161 There's nothing to talk about. 1171 01:24:38,912 --> 01:24:40,746 You slept with my best friend 1172 01:24:40,747 --> 01:24:42,832 while we were engaged to be married. 1173 01:24:42,833 --> 01:24:46,295 And she's suicidal, and never bothered to talk to me about it. 1174 01:24:49,506 --> 01:24:50,549 I am alone. 1175 01:24:55,095 --> 01:24:56,722 We weren't engaged yet. 1176 01:24:57,890 --> 01:24:59,183 The facts remain. 1177 01:25:00,809 --> 01:25:02,186 [Maeve exhales] 1178 01:25:04,855 --> 01:25:05,898 Maeve. 1179 01:25:07,900 --> 01:25:09,943 There's nothing to talk about, Noah. 1180 01:25:11,737 --> 01:25:14,405 You were kids, okay? 1181 01:25:14,406 --> 01:25:17,450 ["Circularity" by Brianna Tam playing] 1182 01:25:17,451 --> 01:25:20,579 Maeve, please. 1183 01:25:22,164 --> 01:25:24,541 Noah, I'm exhausted. 1184 01:25:54,571 --> 01:25:58,575 ♪ 1185 01:26:25,686 --> 01:26:27,396 [sighs] 1186 01:26:34,319 --> 01:26:38,323 ♪ 1187 01:26:48,792 --> 01:26:50,544 I like girls. 1188 01:27:01,722 --> 01:27:02,931 Did you hear me? 1189 01:27:14,318 --> 01:27:18,322 ♪ 1190 01:27:18,906 --> 01:27:20,073 [Tom sniffles] 1191 01:27:24,912 --> 01:27:25,954 Tom. 1192 01:27:31,793 --> 01:27:32,836 What else? 1193 01:27:37,007 --> 01:27:39,009 I like boys too. 1194 01:27:39,885 --> 01:27:41,261 I like you, I mean. 1195 01:27:42,387 --> 01:27:44,055 That's good to hear. 1196 01:27:44,056 --> 01:27:46,350 Oh, please don't be a smart-ass right now. 1197 01:27:47,684 --> 01:27:48,727 I'm not. 1198 01:27:55,609 --> 01:27:57,026 What else? 1199 01:27:57,027 --> 01:28:01,031 ♪ 1200 01:28:02,366 --> 01:28:04,116 I wanna see other people. 1201 01:28:04,117 --> 01:28:06,662 - Are you leaving me? - No, no, no, I... 1202 01:28:09,248 --> 01:28:10,290 Tom. 1203 01:28:12,835 --> 01:28:13,877 I'm... 1204 01:28:15,379 --> 01:28:16,713 polyamorous. 1205 01:28:18,090 --> 01:28:19,674 What the hell does that mean? 1206 01:28:19,675 --> 01:28:22,261 I don't know, Tom, I googled it, I... It's... 1207 01:28:25,389 --> 01:28:28,851 I wanna see other people... 1208 01:28:30,435 --> 01:28:31,520 together. 1209 01:28:33,188 --> 01:28:34,314 [exhales] 1210 01:29:00,465 --> 01:29:02,467 This is where you leave me. 1211 01:29:04,803 --> 01:29:07,347 What guy wants a girl who wants other people? 1212 01:29:11,685 --> 01:29:13,187 We could try another threesome. 1213 01:29:13,979 --> 01:29:15,022 [Ronnie scoffs] 1214 01:29:18,192 --> 01:29:19,401 [inhales sharply] 1215 01:29:21,278 --> 01:29:22,778 What if... 1216 01:29:22,779 --> 01:29:24,405 [Tom] It's not gonna happen again. 1217 01:29:24,406 --> 01:29:26,365 How do you know? 1218 01:29:26,366 --> 01:29:28,994 Because you're gonna be honest with me this time. 1219 01:29:31,663 --> 01:29:34,708 This isn't gonna work if you don't trust me. 1220 01:29:35,417 --> 01:29:38,754 I can't trust you, because it's still going on. 1221 01:29:40,380 --> 01:29:43,342 I haven't seen her in years. 1222 01:29:46,178 --> 01:29:48,931 I see the way you are around Del and Avary. 1223 01:29:49,556 --> 01:29:53,560 ["Circularity" by Brianna Tam playing] 1224 01:30:11,870 --> 01:30:12,913 You're right. 1225 01:30:17,543 --> 01:30:18,585 You're right. 1226 01:30:24,800 --> 01:30:25,843 Okay. 1227 01:30:32,474 --> 01:30:33,517 Okay? 1228 01:30:34,351 --> 01:30:35,394 Okay. 1229 01:30:41,275 --> 01:30:43,360 I don't understand. [sniffles] 1230 01:30:45,654 --> 01:30:48,740 All I've ever wanted was a chance to love you as you are. 1231 01:30:52,578 --> 01:30:53,620 [exhales] 1232 01:30:55,330 --> 01:30:59,334 [sobbing] 1233 01:30:59,877 --> 01:31:03,881 ♪ 1234 01:31:30,157 --> 01:31:33,327 - [Del sniffles] - Hey, what's wrong? 1235 01:31:39,041 --> 01:31:40,334 Are you crying? 1236 01:31:42,085 --> 01:31:43,212 What is it? 1237 01:31:48,258 --> 01:31:50,260 Just so grateful. 1238 01:31:51,220 --> 01:31:52,262 For what? 1239 01:31:57,267 --> 01:31:58,393 That you stayed. 1240 01:31:59,686 --> 01:32:01,480 I never could have left you. 1241 01:32:03,774 --> 01:32:07,194 - But you were leaving, Ave. - But I stayed. 1242 01:32:13,033 --> 01:32:14,076 When I knew... 1243 01:32:18,705 --> 01:32:19,915 and I had to tell you... 1244 01:32:22,084 --> 01:32:24,502 oh, God, I was so scared 1245 01:32:24,503 --> 01:32:26,004 you were gonna leave me. 1246 01:32:28,215 --> 01:32:31,260 I was so, so scared to lose you. 1247 01:32:38,225 --> 01:32:39,309 What are you thinking? 1248 01:32:41,687 --> 01:32:44,564 I never thought about how scared you must have been 1249 01:32:44,565 --> 01:32:45,607 to tell me. 1250 01:32:46,942 --> 01:32:50,821 [sighs] I was terrified. 1251 01:32:56,159 --> 01:32:57,202 What? 1252 01:32:57,953 --> 01:32:59,663 Thank you for being so brave. 1253 01:33:00,622 --> 01:33:04,292 [Del sobbing] 1254 01:33:04,293 --> 01:33:06,086 I want you. 1255 01:33:08,505 --> 01:33:09,548 All of you. 1256 01:33:11,550 --> 01:33:15,554 [sobbing] 1257 01:33:27,024 --> 01:33:30,027 [percussive music playing] 1258 01:34:07,022 --> 01:34:11,026 ♪ 1259 01:34:46,854 --> 01:34:50,858 ♪ 1260 01:35:27,311 --> 01:35:31,315 ♪ 1261 01:36:05,974 --> 01:36:09,978 ♪ 1262 01:36:27,287 --> 01:36:29,289 [music ends] 1263 01:36:40,843 --> 01:36:44,847 ["Nowadays" by Teo Laza playing] 1264 01:37:00,320 --> 01:37:02,238 ♪ Honestly, I do not know who the fuck to trust ♪ 1265 01:37:02,239 --> 01:37:03,698 ♪ Is you my friend or my foe ♪ 1266 01:37:03,699 --> 01:37:05,450 ♪ I'm off the x and the dro ♪ 1267 01:37:05,701 --> 01:37:07,994 ♪ Yeah, she gimme neck make my eyes roll ♪ 1268 01:37:07,995 --> 01:37:09,704 ♪ I remember back when I was younger I was happy ♪ 1269 01:37:09,705 --> 01:37:11,789 ♪ Nowadays feel like no understand me ♪ 1270 01:37:11,790 --> 01:37:13,834 ♪ I'm getting older, still a young buck, Bambi ♪ 1271 01:37:14,084 --> 01:37:16,294 ♪ Bad bitch she yellow tax, she wanna eat me like candy ♪ 1272 01:37:16,295 --> 01:37:17,880 ♪ Run up the racks track meet ♪ 1273 01:37:18,130 --> 01:37:19,882 ♪ I run up the racks like a athlete ♪ 1274 01:37:20,132 --> 01:37:22,133 ♪ Big facts, she ride the dick, six flags ♪ 1275 01:37:22,134 --> 01:37:24,594 ♪ Balling like, think fast ♪ 1276 01:37:24,595 --> 01:37:26,345 ♪ Told her I love her, I ain't really mean that, yeah ♪ 1277 01:37:26,346 --> 01:37:28,181 ♪ Nowadays these people act funny ♪ 1278 01:37:28,182 --> 01:37:29,932 ♪ 'Member way back shit was lovely ♪ 1279 01:37:29,933 --> 01:37:31,767 ♪ These bitches sneaky, can't cuff 'em ♪ 1280 01:37:31,768 --> 01:37:33,811 ♪ I got four hoes they quintuplets ♪ 1281 01:37:33,812 --> 01:37:35,938 ♪ I remember, I remember, I remember, I remember ♪ 1282 01:37:35,939 --> 01:37:38,858 ♪ I remember, I remember, I remember, I remember ♪ 1283 01:37:38,859 --> 01:37:40,776 ♪ 'Member I was selling dog food no kibbles ♪ 1284 01:37:40,777 --> 01:37:42,696 ♪ Just to get me some skrilla ♪ 1285 01:37:42,946 --> 01:37:44,614 ♪ 'Member I was really on the block like Tetris ♪ 1286 01:37:44,615 --> 01:37:46,574 ♪ Just to get me some cheddar ♪ 1287 01:37:46,575 --> 01:37:48,534 ♪ Serve a fiend rock in the parking lot ♪ 1288 01:37:48,535 --> 01:37:50,286 ♪ My weed loud, and I like to get guap a lot ♪ 1289 01:37:50,287 --> 01:37:52,246 ♪ I be on her mind like, non-stop ♪ 1290 01:37:52,247 --> 01:37:54,123 ♪ Had to cut that lil' thot no tomahawk ♪ 1291 01:37:54,124 --> 01:37:55,875 ♪ 'Member smoking blunts with my friends ♪ 1292 01:37:55,876 --> 01:37:57,752 ♪ It's sad cause a couple are dead, uh ♪ 1293 01:37:57,753 --> 01:37:59,629 ♪ Yeah, lost there lives to the fent ♪ 1294 01:37:59,630 --> 01:38:01,464 ♪ That's that shit that got me upset ♪ 1295 01:38:01,465 --> 01:38:02,882 ♪ Put a eighth in the fronto leaf ♪ 1296 01:38:02,883 --> 01:38:04,342 ♪ Doggy I'm smoking wasabi ♪ 1297 01:38:04,343 --> 01:38:05,969 ♪ Pour a four, I'm a zombie ♪ 1298 01:38:06,220 --> 01:38:07,804 ♪ That's your girl, but she want me ♪ 1299 01:38:08,055 --> 01:38:09,722 ♪ These broke boys think I'm cocky ♪ 1300 01:38:09,723 --> 01:38:11,474 ♪ My bitch drip like Mary Poppins ♪ 1301 01:38:11,475 --> 01:38:13,309 ♪ Yo bitch look like a ostrich ♪ 1302 01:38:13,310 --> 01:38:14,790 ♪ Smoking on kill a, I need a coffin ♪ 1303 01:38:15,020 --> 01:38:16,771 ♪ My bitch drip like Mary Poppins ♪ 1304 01:38:16,772 --> 01:38:18,606 ♪ Yo bitch look like a ostrich ♪ 1305 01:38:18,607 --> 01:38:20,108 ♪ Smoking on kill a, I need a coffin ♪ 1306 01:38:20,359 --> 01:38:21,985 ♪ Nowadays these people act funny ♪ 1307 01:38:22,236 --> 01:38:23,945 ♪ 'Member way back shit was lovely ♪ 1308 01:38:23,946 --> 01:38:25,614 ♪ These bitches sneaky, can't cuff 'em ♪ 1309 01:38:25,864 --> 01:38:27,865 ♪ I got four hoes, they quintuplets ♪ 1310 01:38:27,866 --> 01:38:29,910 ♪ I remember, I remember, I remember, I remember ♪ 1311 01:38:31,495 --> 01:38:33,288 ♪ I remember, I remember ♪ 1312 01:38:41,129 --> 01:38:42,797 ♪ I remember, I remember ♪ 1313 01:38:42,798 --> 01:38:44,048 ["Eliantte" by Drewmat and HUSH playing] 1314 01:38:44,049 --> 01:38:45,843 ♪ Drip Eliantte ♪ 1315 01:38:46,093 --> 01:38:47,593 ♪ Pullin' up feeling like Harry Belafonte ♪ 1316 01:38:47,594 --> 01:38:49,720 ♪ Look at my racks ♪ 1317 01:38:49,721 --> 01:38:51,472 ♪ Feel like Serena 'way hit from the back, swing ♪ 1318 01:38:51,473 --> 01:38:53,391 ♪ Pull up like gym, waves on swim ♪ 1319 01:38:53,392 --> 01:38:55,518 ♪ And I rock timbs with the tags ♪ 1320 01:38:55,519 --> 01:38:57,979 ♪ Butterfly doors on the Tesla, I don't spend shit on gas ♪ 1321 01:38:57,980 --> 01:39:01,566 ♪ Hunnid fifty bucks, I be at the strippy club ♪ 1322 01:39:01,567 --> 01:39:05,194 ♪ Whisky sippy cup, I be on like Disney ♪ 1323 01:39:05,195 --> 01:39:08,990 ♪ Emperors New Groove, all my cheese blue ♪ 1324 01:39:08,991 --> 01:39:12,410 ♪ Bitch got a twin, and she let me hit it, uh ♪ 1325 01:39:12,411 --> 01:39:16,414 ♪ Hold up, freaky lil' mami wanna suck me till I sleep ♪ 1326 01:39:16,415 --> 01:39:20,084 ♪ I can't even lie, yeah, she bein' a little creep ♪ 1327 01:39:20,085 --> 01:39:23,671 ♪ Now she wanna airdrop me pic, double D's ♪ 1328 01:39:23,672 --> 01:39:27,550 ♪ And she don't charge a fee, they for free-e-e-e-e ♪ 1329 01:39:27,551 --> 01:39:29,552 ♪ Huh, drip Eliantte ♪ 1330 01:39:29,553 --> 01:39:32,054 ♪ Pullin' up feeling like Harry Belafonte ♪ 1331 01:39:32,055 --> 01:39:34,182 ♪ Look at my racks ♪ 1332 01:39:34,183 --> 01:39:35,892 ♪ Feel like Serena 'way hit from the back, swing ♪ 1333 01:39:35,893 --> 01:39:37,852 ♪ Pull up like gym, waves on swim ♪ 1334 01:39:37,853 --> 01:39:39,771 ♪ And I rock timbs with the tags ♪ 1335 01:39:40,022 --> 01:39:42,273 ♪ Butterfly doors on the Tesla, I don't spend shit on gas ♪ 1336 01:39:42,274 --> 01:39:44,192 ♪ Uh-huh, if I like how the back look ♪ 1337 01:39:44,193 --> 01:39:46,402 ♪ I'mma eat it up even if she a bad cook ♪ 1338 01:39:46,403 --> 01:39:48,446 ♪ We film x-rated videos ♪ 1339 01:39:48,447 --> 01:39:50,239 ♪ That she got stored on her MacBook ♪ 1340 01:39:50,240 --> 01:39:52,200 ♪ Kaboom'd in her mouth, Bazooka Joe ♪ 1341 01:39:52,201 --> 01:39:53,841 ♪ Her daddy is mad, he's a boomer though ♪ 1342 01:39:53,994 --> 01:39:55,828 ♪ I'm in my element, Bam Margera ♪ 1343 01:39:55,829 --> 01:39:57,539 ♪ I drop the top on the Panamera ♪ 1344 01:39:58,081 --> 01:39:59,801 ♪ Bags on me like I'm bringing in groceries ♪